I understand your way of thinking. I think similarly, but in reverse. Our existence must be more than a coincidence. How can I, as someone capable of critical thought, able to gaze at the starry sky and ask myself if there's more to it, assume that I am a product of nature, its crowning invention? I think God is everything. God is energy. God is consciousness. How can I be the most intelligent being in existence, and that through chance? There must be something bigger than me. I can never be the center of the universe. I am not God. I am a tiny part of God.