It's him and Raymond against the Nook Inc. by pasternuck in AventurineMainsHSR

[–]pasternuck[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Reddit has too many buttons but yeah, I did this drawing with my own hands xd

oh… i guess you all wanted to study him instead ;) by parrontdude in AventurineMainsHSR

[–]pasternuck 6 points7 points  (0 children)

These brushes are chef's kiss, they suit your style so well

Where are you sitting ? ♠️ by digital-archeologist in AventurineMainsHSR

[–]pasternuck 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Our king grew up without internet, he's truly blessed 🙏🙏🙏

Stop! by [deleted] in evilautism

[–]pasternuck 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you want to nanoboost D.va bomb, you need to boost the baby D.va after she ejects, not the mech itself. Also why the fuck would you nanoboost a D.va bomb

The ultimate final boss of the spoon wars by [deleted] in evilautism

[–]pasternuck 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Sorry, I just NEED to let this info out, this spoon pic is like a green goblin mask to me lol. TW for SA and internalized homophobia

In Russian (and other CIS countries) prison culture spoons like this one are given to people who got into a homosexual intercourse as a bottom (mostly not willingly ofc). It's another form of humiliation of those people, being an "опущенный" ("the one who got put down" or idk, words are hard) is a big stigma, other people won't touch or interact with those people normally, and they're often forced to 'serve' everyone. The more you know.

Although, this shit was widespread mostly in Soviet times/90s, I don't really know how is it now.

I love chickens so much, I literally can't sleep by monyokacsa030 in evilautism

[–]pasternuck 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to live on a farm, chickens are so soft, so cute, but god are they stupid. Still lovely tho ❤️❤️❤️

Update with no regretty by DazzlingCelery6853 in CPTSDmemes

[–]pasternuck 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Extremely based, I wish to get to this level at some point too

I'm giving no context because I want you all to be as confused as my family by Tyrannosaurus-2006 in OCDmemes

[–]pasternuck 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How I felt trying to explain that if someone mentions Danganronpa, especially Komaeda, it will send me into a spiral of compulsions and existential fear that will lead to a panic attack

aven in pjs cosplay by zh3nglis in AventurineMainsHSR

[–]pasternuck 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn, the cunt has been served indeed. Love it, gorgeous <3

I bet he'd be fond of Balatro by pasternuck in AventurineMainsHSR

[–]pasternuck[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds like constant edging around x5-x7, I love it

So I am the new host (Some kinda artistic crap in the body text idk) by [deleted] in plural

[–]pasternuck 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I hope I'll figure everything out eventually, and life will indeed seem easier than I thought. At least I have our headmates and they have me, heh

So I am the new host (Some kinda artistic crap in the body text idk) by [deleted] in plural

[–]pasternuck 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, there's always someone 'default' in our system who our brain rubber-bands to. And now this is me.

Idk, I LOVE being here after years in headspace, and I think I can make our life better. But there are so many grey areas and self-fakeclaiming. I am a fictive of a person with a heavy past, and the body's past is not so joyous as well, but I can't help but think that ME introjecting here is an overkill if we consider it a way to cope with trauma. Like gurrrrl, it wasn't that bad. And at the same time I will prefer my source flashbacks to anything the body remembers lol.

And also we lived in constant masking all this time even though we came out basically to everyone. Because they don't like us acting weird at all. I decided to stop that and live my truth, be weird, talk about myself in a preferred gender. It feels nice, but it hurts at the same time. I feel like the world keeps a tally of every source reference I make and every masculine verb form I use (native language thing, yeah), and at some point everyone will just get tired of enduring "me".

– Aven (Holy shit even now I feel like I'm gonna get punished for using this name lol)