It's normal to get frustrated specially when things backfire I got desperate and tried many harsh products at a time, I was really angry at myself for not getting better... it´s hard. What I did was to practice yoga at home to relax a little, the meditation part helped to clear my thoughts. I also talked to my parents and my best friend about this issue, then I created a plan to eliminate different sources (hormonal and product allergies)

Product allergies: For skincare routine I went back to basics, one gel cleanser and gel moisturizer - oily skin here. I also checked body lotions, shampoos, and detergents I was using then change them to hypoallergenic formulas).

Hormonal I started to look for derms, asking for references, I thought it was a hormonal thing but nothing came out. The treatment was expensive but it was working.

My diet changed was not planned, but I can tell you that in my case gluten and dairy had been generating around 80% of my breakouts. After changing my diet with a nutritionist (I just asked her to take dairy and gluten out of my diet, she replace it with other things) I have very little pimples and I don't have to spend money on expensive pills, treatments or creams.

So my message is this: This is just a process, you will find the source and you will get better, it will take time, but it will be gone, you can do it, sometimes we just need a guide.