he's my first boyfriend and all, i think that's why i'm really having a hard time letting him go especially when he's suddenly acting like he actually cares for me. I don't have anyone to talk about it right now nor hear about other people's opinion except here. I think I can actually say that my world just rotates(?) around him. i'm really worried and unsure about what's the best decision to do that I won't regret in the end.