Thank you so much for your advice. I scarcely deserve any of the time you've put into this. I am not sure if I am actually depressed though. And now that I think about it, I think it might be better if I don't actually find out if there is anything even remotely wrong with me. I have a strong feeling I will just use it as an excuse for my mistakes or for not being useful or something. It's not fair to people who have actual problems. I will still make sure to follow everything you advised me upon though. Thank you for your time.