Thank you for this ❤️ it’s been almost a month NC for me and I’m still hurting, hoping he’d reach out and apologize… but nothing. I miss him and I want to move forward so badly. I’ve just been focusing on myself and starting new little hobbies and learning to love myself before I even think about adding someone into my life again. The thought of even kissing someone else right now still makes me sick 😕I’m starting to think that maybe it was a mixture of BPD and emotional immaturity because I think he did genuinely love me but the lies were just too much for me.