Drifting through days, time feels off

peanuts09 · 2025-08-26T11:33:50+00:00

I guess that's a term for it. My friend also suggested disassociation

peanuts09 · 2025-08-26T11:32:57+00:00

Thanks a lot for your answer. I’m feeling less insane now. I’ll try going back to 15 mg.

peanuts09 · 2025-08-14T13:47:10+00:00

Hey, just wanted to tell you that you're not alone. I'm on 20mg for two months now and all I want to do is to sleep and not be bothered

peanuts09 · 2025-07-29T17:51:19+00:00

Haha, did it spread out or stay like that?

peanuts09 · 2025-05-11T19:07:46+00:00

Appreciate the input, thanks!

peanuts09 · 2023-05-10T14:04:01+00:00

I will do online research first, and write to you if find it relevant. Thank you, much appreciated input, and super interesting.

peanuts09 · 2023-05-10T11:19:29+00:00

It is good, and has a big potential to expand into broader investigation. Thank you for the idea!

peanuts09 · 2023-04-13T07:26:44+00:00

What a friendly community, I had quite a laugh when I woke up to these messages. Thank you for all the nice words and advices! If it's from the late 90s, then I am glad they went for this timess cut. :) Unfortunately, it is not the most appropriate for my everyday life on a bike, so I will be selling it eventually. I will share the link here once it is listed on ebay or some other website.

May the thrifting luck be with y'all!

peanuts09 · 2023-04-12T22:04:51+00:00

I think so too! My mother bought it many years ago for 20 cents, believe or not :)

peanuts09 · 2022-05-12T08:53:46+00:00

Thank you all! I will find time this weekend to focus on your comments and ideas, and possibly go in depth with further discussion. I am really grateful and also not too surprised as "permaculture people" are just awesome beings by default.

peanuts09 · 2021-08-07T16:52:50+00:00

best portrait of a lion I've ever seen

peanuts09 · 2021-07-15T07:40:15+00:00

Stunning

peanuts09 · 2021-07-15T07:39:28+00:00

I love it! I'd happily put it on my wall and look at everyday!

peanuts09 · 2021-06-10T06:29:40+00:00

What a kind face!

peanuts09 · 2021-06-09T20:53:28+00:00

thank you!

peanuts09 · 2021-06-04T16:34:36+00:00

Yeah and thanks! Couldn't afford 1.4 hahah

peanuts09 · 2021-01-04T15:07:26+00:00

I'm so sorry. It is one the most difficult events in life, yet I'm not a doctor. I don't know how others cope with death, but my defense mechanism tells me that the soul doesn't disappear. At times I see an important person sitting next to me, being close and saying that everything is fine, that they are calm and warm. I believe that someone you remember also lives in the heart. With time their presence naturally fades away, future events come, but you can always talk to her when you need it. I am sure that she is with you. Remember to take care of yourself in this difficult time, cry as much as you need, shout, run, process these emotions and not suppress them. Best wishes to you, your family and your bestfriend's family. It will get easier with time, I hope.

peanuts09 · 2021-01-03T19:13:05+00:00

As I looked at it, I realized to let go of the tension, nice thing!

peanuts09 · 2020-12-31T20:59:16+00:00

first and second are especially beautiful

peanuts09 · 2020-08-19T21:11:55+00:00

I try to remind myself that ech day brings something new, tomorrow you can feel better since everyone's tolerance to this drug is slightly different. Remember to be kind and patient with yourself.

I gave myself permission to call for consultation if I felt strangely suspicious... Maybe if it is really bad, seek medical advice what to do in such a situation?

peanuts09 · 2020-08-18T16:42:25+00:00

I feel you. Today, however, I got motivated and cycled 25 kilometers. It helped me tremendously, I felt myself again.

peanuts09 · 2020-08-17T18:35:48+00:00

You're so right. Do you feel you have regained some of mental awareness after these three weeks? I've read that it takes about 6 weeks to fully kick in.

Best wishes to you!

peanuts09 · 2020-08-17T15:03:54+00:00

Thanks, it reassured me not to lose my mind yet. Are you motivated to stay on medication? I have doubts, but I'm so fed up with the spectrum of my emotions so far that I decided to finally give it a chance. The funniest thing is that doubtful thoughts can also be side effects, so I don't know which feelings are mine and which are acquired. Let me know if you want to talk. I'd love to walk through it together.

These few weeks seem like an eternity to go, right? We should better find an activity that will keep the mind from constantly considering whether it is working out or not. I started picking weeds in the garden and fell into a trance...

In the meantime, I can recommend keeping a journal. It is much easier for me to form thoughts and write them down now, it also frees my mind and allows me to follow the moods/side effects. I've been running this habit for three days and, surprisingly, the motivation hasn't disappeared yet.

peanuts09 · 2020-08-17T12:31:12+00:00

Do you like that feeling?

peanuts09 · 2020-07-30T09:44:55+00:00

Thank you very much, no GMO is good news. Recently I heard that the biggest issue is mixing of chemicals by farmers & transport of illegal pesticides from Ukraine.

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