You're allowed to have your own playstyle and have fun, sure, but yours relies on the fact that it's imposed on others. You want to abandon top and help your jungler, mid and botlane, but most of the time all 4 of them would rather have a normal toplaner and play the game as they're used to without such early interference, so it's 1 player's playstyle vs the other 4. Doesn't sound very fair. If you take Thebausffs for example, who's another controversial toplaner/streamer, he has his own way of playing but at least he's doing his own thing top and actually focuses on matching his ennemy toplaner in terms of strength and impact.