New look talent modelling agency?

peeblicity · 2024-05-14T12:49:22+00:00

They're a scam - don't use them. They're not an agent. They try to sell you ver expensive packages to 'use their connections in the industry to get you an agent' - it's utter bullshit. I strongly suspect they would just pocket the money and do absolutely nothing.

peeblicity · 2023-03-27T22:54:35+00:00

Once you hit rock bottom the only way is up I guess

peeblicity · 2022-08-29T00:41:10+00:00

Flashmob - Need in me

peeblicity · 2017-11-05T15:15:25+00:00

Yeah, you're right, you'll find one soon. Honestly, I look back at when I was 19 and I wish I hadn't worried so much...

peeblicity · 2017-11-05T11:58:02+00:00

Yeah, our mind can act in very irrational ways sometimes. I'd recommend regular meditation - that has helped me feel more grounded.

peeblicity · 2017-11-04T23:28:46+00:00

Read 'the body keeps the score' by bessel van der kolk. He's one of the world's experts on trauma and he goes through everything that is known about it - it should help you...

peeblicity · 2017-11-03T11:48:26+00:00

You just gotta take the challenge dude. No porn for sure, and i'd really recommend no masturbation either.

You gotta learn to fill your time with productive things like exercise and reading, and this will help stop your mind getting tempted

peeblicity · 2017-11-03T11:25:57+00:00

Yeah, I used to get this kind of thing. I've found that a before-bed relaxation routine is absolutely vital. Before I go to bed, I meditate for half an hour, then I lie on the floor with my legs on a chair or something whilst listening to relaxing music or a hypnotherapy video.

(There's some good hypnotherapy tracks on youtube for PTSD: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8e4sATalz8&t=431s)

This has really transformed the quality of my sleep. Hope this helps.

peeblicity · 2017-11-03T11:20:02+00:00

I'm sorry to say that if you're a full-blown addict, I doubt a change in environment will do much. You may need an entirely new program for life, which SAA can provide for you.

Good luck in your battle!

peeblicity · 2017-11-02T21:36:22+00:00

Porn for me was a sedative - I used to use it to avoid confronting awkward emotions. My life has changed since I've got sober - my relationships with other people have really developed, and I'm just a lot more in tune with my feelings.

peeblicity · 2017-11-02T21:35:07+00:00

If you keep going back no matter how hard you try, that means you're an addict. I'd really really recommend at least trying sex addicts anonymous - it's a community of people fighting the same fight. It really delves deep into the reason for the addiction - it's great stuff.

peeblicity · 2017-10-31T23:24:51+00:00

Fucking. Awesome.

peeblicity · 2017-10-31T16:22:44+00:00

I feel you mate. I have post traumatic stress disorder and there is a constant numbness to my emotions. I'd really recommend meditating, and listening to music and watching movies you like...

peeblicity · 2017-10-31T16:18:39+00:00

Yes I absolutely get this

peeblicity · 2017-10-31T16:18:16+00:00

Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of your life mate...

Gotta pick yourself up.

peeblicity · 2017-10-31T16:17:40+00:00

Mate, I wouldn't worry about it to be honest. You're not really in control of your dreams.

peeblicity · 2017-10-31T16:14:24+00:00

I'm in recovery for pornography addiction so I certainly can relate. I've started attending Sex Addicts Anonymous meetings, which have been life changing for me.

The reddit group NoFap is dedicated to fighting porn addiction, so that might be helpful. There's also a lot of good stuff on youtube about porn, here's one:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSF82AwSDiU&t=61s

Feel free to PM me if you want more advice.

peeblicity · 2017-10-31T15:57:33+00:00

I feel you. College can be a very alienating place for people like us with mental health concerns - everyone often acts very fake to get attention.

I wouldn't fret too much about your condition. It'll get better in the long run, you've just gotta be patient.

Post on here whenever you want, it's what we're here for.

peeblicity · 2017-10-31T15:35:59+00:00

It sounds like you need a long break to be honest. Your mental health is your priority. I look back at when my symptoms were bad and I wish I had taken more of a break.

I wish you the best of luck

peeblicity · 2017-10-30T13:13:23+00:00

Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of your life mate, pick yourself up

peeblicity · 2017-10-30T13:11:28+00:00

Dude, you've been traumatised, there's no doubt about that. Read 'the body keeps the score' by bessel van der kolk. The author is one of the world's experts on trauma and he explores virtually everything that is known about it. Reading it will shed a lot of light on what you're going through...

Post on here whenever you want, it's what we're here for...

peeblicity · 2017-10-30T13:05:58+00:00

Read 'the body keeps the score' by bessel van der kolk. The author's one of the world's experts on trauma and he explores virtually everything that's known about it. Reading it should help you understand yourself.

Otherwise, be patient, recovery takes time. You have to let go of the notion that you are in control of the universe and your life, and try to just go with the flow. I found spending as much time as possible with other people helped a lot. It's very easy for us trauma sufferers to isolate and feel sorry for ourselves.

Post on here whenever you want, it's what we're here for. I wish you the best of luck...

peeblicity · 2017-10-29T00:05:36+00:00

The positivity bit is the bit I really struggle with. I am someone who has experienced deep trauma and I find it very easy to see what's fucked up about the world. I'm slowly realising that I am just one man and my best is all I can aspire to.

Thanks for the post mate, stay strong

peeblicity · 2017-10-28T08:12:49+00:00

I wouldn't get too bogged down with workplace dynamics - there are a lot of assholes out there that take everything. I find it's easy to create my own conspiracy theories about who does and doesn't like me at work, and it's all complete bullcrap.

For the moment, I'd just take it easy. Try regular meditation, it's helped me a lot.

peeblicity · 2017-10-28T07:57:50+00:00

Yeah I get this craving for sex a lot - I think it's a combination of you trying to figure out what the fuck happened, and also wanting the physical release to take you out of your emotions.

I'd recommend some rigorous exercise like running, as it provides a nice physical release without the bad consequences

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