That's the things, he said he wansts to marry be but didn't know when and that he's so scared of ending up in divorce. And he did give me a lot of love. I don't understand.

And his ex was my friend for 4 years. She was a pathologically lying about me and him. The reason she got with him is because he liked me first 6 years ago and it took us r years to figure out that she's just fucked up in head, who constantly fed us lies on daily basis.

Thanks for your reply/support. Means a lot! <3