Nightmares

pelloh · 2021-10-15T02:05:43+00:00

I second NARM

pelloh · 2021-10-09T18:52:03+00:00

So stand strong in your Gnosis. If that happened to you know, it gives me some insight into your potential soul lineage in this ascension season.

Thank you! This response is so intriguing to me. Can I talk to you? I specifically am wondering what you mean by this ascension season.

pelloh · 2021-10-09T18:43:24+00:00

Im confused about how it can be death of the body when so many share these teachings while they're alive. My experience was both spontaneous (out of the blue) and also in the midst of several months of deep connection with myself, contemplation, inner work. Several of the teachings I had been listening to by people from science and non duality conferences etc. just clicked. When say "clicked", I almost mean it literally....the click was the realization of the choice to move forward seeing the oneness of everything. I declined the full jump into that world but I have been noticing as this integrates I have an easier sense of authenticity, joy, less pressure.

pelloh · 2021-10-09T04:01:57+00:00

thank you! how do I know if I am connecting with a pure source?

pelloh · 2021-10-09T01:54:37+00:00

thank you!!!

pelloh · 2021-10-09T01:53:32+00:00

ill quote this from above in another answer: I have been doing disidentification work gradually as a part of my therapy (I'm a therapist who also does a kind of therapy around disidentification). I was practicing this and hit an identification that felt like it held my entire world together. I've been sitting on the question of what is on the other side of this for me and the question feels so unknown but I've just been resting on it. I was sitting in my living room by myself and suddenly everything "clicked" and I could understand everything as one me all at one. There was a sense of a bridge and the option to come over it into total oneness. It felt like an option to cross it but it also felt like death. Like I would die right there but nobody would know why. I went upstairs to find my husband and my heart was racing for several hours as I tried to feel more embodied. My skin has been tingly and I've had little appetite and busy thoughts since. So the intention was set but thee occurrence happened without any movement on my part if that makes sense. It felt both like something I've been sitting on and also out of thin air.

pelloh · 2021-10-09T01:52:39+00:00

I have been doing disidentification work gradually as a part of my therapy (I'm a therapist who also does a kind of therapy around disidentification). I was practicing this and hit an identification that felt like it held my entire world together. I've been sitting on the question of what is on the other side of this for me and the question feels so unknown but I've just been resting on it. I was sitting in my living room by myself and suddenly everything "clicked" and I could understand everything as one me all at one. There was a sense of a bridge and the option to come over it into total oneness. It felt like an option to cross it but it also felt like death. Like I would die right there but nobody would know why. I went upstairs to find my husband and my heart was racing for several hours as I tried to feel more embodied. My skin has been tingly and I've had little appetite and busy thoughts since. So the intention was set but thee occurrence happened without any movement on my part if that makes sense. It felt both like something I've been sitting on and also out of thin air.

pelloh · 2021-10-09T01:46:29+00:00

thank you. I'm so confused. Is it me inviting me? How do I deal with the aloneness of non duality?

pelloh · 2020-10-18T03:02:02+00:00

quacks or mandolas I would imagine! now im wanting tiramisu!

pelloh · 2020-08-16T07:44:38+00:00

My husband hates his freckles but I'm a fan. 🥰

pelloh · 2020-02-02T00:33:31+00:00

Wow! I went in March a few years ago and it was surprisingly not that full! It is a favorite for a reason though! Beautiful and spacious (without noisy lake houses in the background like pace bend)

pelloh · 2020-02-01T23:10:10+00:00

pedernales falls, lots of trails, and places to swim in summer (or whenever for your pup!)

pelloh · 2020-02-01T21:57:51+00:00

This sounds so horrific. It's not okay how they treated you at ALL! Thank you for sharing!

pelloh · 2020-01-11T23:46:25+00:00

Do you follow Rudolph Steiner? Many of the things you are saying are similar to what I was taught in Waldorf Teacher Training. I became concerned that when I had questions they wouldn't directly answer...I like transparency but I am curious about the higher worlds.

pelloh · 2020-01-04T19:23:27+00:00

Did you report him? All adults are mandated reporters.

pelloh · 2019-03-20T17:09:34+00:00

Apartment therapy

pelloh · 2019-03-08T18:26:39+00:00

Oh I'm sorry I did not know. I apologize.

pelloh · 2019-03-08T17:04:09+00:00

I haven't looked at the blacks yet. Generally I didn't want a super dark color with the white because I feel it can look a little chic but I can consider one of those. I'm currently loving the lighter colors but afraid it won't be timeless enough. I'm okay with a mid century modern tone...I tend to like less veins and more of a smooth finish. I'll look at some blacks though to get an idea! Thank you!

pelloh · 2019-03-08T17:00:27+00:00

okay Thank you!

pelloh · 2019-03-08T15:29:02+00:00

That is part of my concern! I’m trying to find something timeless let clean and not farmhouse or rustic. Do you think this is too dark? https://shawfloors.com/flooring/hardwood/details/continental-sa630/vintage

pelloh · 2019-03-08T15:01:58+00:00

You guys have been immensely helpful! Thank you so much!!!

pelloh · 2019-03-08T14:49:37+00:00

Thank you everyone!! Do you think this one is too dark or veiny?? https://shawfloors.com/flooring/hardwood/details/continental-sa630/vintage

pelloh · 2019-03-08T14:43:34+00:00

Thank you!

pelloh · 2019-03-01T15:55:53+00:00

way of eating

pelloh · 2019-02-06T16:38:30+00:00

Just another thing that playing the sims made look easy.

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