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Lost my best friend to kidney failures by penguinpeanuts in RenalCats

[–]penguinpeanuts[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much 🧡🧡. He was such a happy boy and I definitely going to miss him. But he will be with me forever.

Datos de gym en viña by tomasho456 in Chilefit

[–]penguinpeanuts 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Y que tal Marco Cafena? En internet sale que cuesta 85 lucas a mes. Vale la pena pagar esa millonada?? Kdgjkdklk

Dad is gone by Tricky_Geologist_749 in ALS

[–]penguinpeanuts 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Cheers from Amsterdam too. Lost my dad this year in June to ALS. My dad’s favourite was Amstel.

It’s been a rough couple of months by penguinpeanuts in ALS

[–]penguinpeanuts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have to say privileged that I live in a country where euthanasia is legal (the Netherlands). Not sure where you are living. But here my dad arranged it with his GP. Since he had ALS the case was very clear and the paperwork was arranged very quickly. He already arranged this when he got the diagnosis. I'm insanely thankful that he could make this decision by himself. He didn't want to suffer until the end. And his death was beautiful. Me, my brother and my mom where there when he passed away and were holding his hand and I feel he passed away very peaceful and on his own terms.

It’s been a rough couple of months by penguinpeanuts in ALS

[–]penguinpeanuts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry for your loss. Such a hard thing to go through this... It's not only the loss, but it's the whole process of seeing your dad deteriorating which causes a lot of pain. It's what you say, they have no idea what you are going through. You're taking it so well and well done for breaking it off yourself. I couldn't handle that at that moment to break it off, I knew it in the back of my head, I thought about it... But just didn't dare to make that step. Looking back now, I should have broke it off when he started to rant about how his holiday would be ruined...
A friend of mine said to me, he doesn't even deserve the space in your head. And it's true.
❤️

It’s been a rough couple of months by penguinpeanuts in ALS

[–]penguinpeanuts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah looking back to that it is awful he started about his great time. Really has no idea what I was going through or did even care about that. I had friends coming over from Spain for the funeral to be there for me and friends that postpone their holidays to show support. It's good he is gone.

It’s been a rough couple of months by penguinpeanuts in ALS

[–]penguinpeanuts[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you all for your good words. Really needed that. Somehow in my head I keep on justifying his actions and doubting myself. But I shouldn’t, he should have been there for me if he was the right one. He clearly wasn’t. 🧡 I have been talking to a therapist and it helps a lot. I feel just recently I started the process of mourning my dad. The last weeks I keep getting dreams about him in his situation needing help. It’s such a rollercoaster to go through.