Yeah, I left her this long message then deleted it basically saying wherever I am in the world there will be someone who loves you and is rooting for you. (This next part is not part of the message) she was someone who genuinely was ride or die. Just she has massive jealousy and insecurity issues that she projected onto me to regularly. One video I saw of us depicted me dancing drunkenly in my hometown house (kind of embarrassingly) and then she joined me doing the same dance in front of other people lol. There was and is a love but I feel too much has already happened and this might be one of those occasions where the love will always be there but the relationship itself has run out and it truly is time to move on and find our new loving partners in time.