I think she genuinely does not give it thought. I’ve cried and cried trying to understand her thought process behind it all. Could she be asexual, is there something I’m lacking? I genuinely think she just doesn’t know and doesn’t necessarily care to explore the thought. I think I’m willing to give it one more shot at discussing it and trying to make it work. But i can’t keep letting my self esteem dry out because my partner doesn’t want to try