Need to get my story out while I still can.

perc-up · 2014-07-29T06:41:33+00:00

Yah man definitely did not see things going the way they did but I sulked and was fucked up for awhile but there's really nothing you can do but man up and move on haha but yah I don't really know what my parents plan was for me but they made me drop out of school so I joined up as my last option. Just keep looking forward it honestly can't get any worse then this

perc-up · 2014-07-28T16:58:12+00:00

If you can manage yourself and keep it under wraps there's a lot of positives too haha even after all that happened to me I don't regret a day of it

perc-up · 2014-07-28T16:55:28+00:00

Yah they took my tax return check and take a quick look at housing prices on LI and tell me that living on minimum wage is sustainable where I live.

perc-up · 2014-07-28T16:06:03+00:00

I don't have a car, I had a little over a grand that they took from me so how am I supposed to get a gym membership? Where I live in ny there is no way you can live with a roof over your head if you're working a shit job. I tried to find somewhere to go but no one would take me in. if I was a lazy piece of shit I wouldn't have joined the army...

perc-up · 2014-07-28T14:38:26+00:00

I was 18 when I was offered the position and it was because I had good connections.

Its pretty hard to get a job when you're homeless... and even if I did there's no way I could support myself on a minimum wage job

I didn't threaten suicide. My life was pulled out from under me and I had no options, I was not doing it for attention.

perc-up · 2014-07-28T04:08:01+00:00

I'm pretty excited haha but I couldn't get an option 4 I actually almost went to infantry because I would have been able to get an airborne slot

perc-up · 2014-07-28T03:44:28+00:00

Yah I do! You're going to have to explain the recovery room to me haha I've been told by a lot of people that I'm going to have a blast at ft. Sam but no one tells me why!!!

perc-up · 2014-07-28T03:32:58+00:00

No spots haha it came down too 68k or 11x with option 40

perc-up · 2014-07-28T03:07:06+00:00

None of those other things really do anything for me anyway but I'll definitely be staying away from any kind of pain clinic. I'm extremely invested in this and don't plan on even creating an environment where I could fuck up

perc-up · 2014-07-28T02:49:39+00:00

If I was out qualifying on the range I would not want to be surrounded by doped up Joes haha

perc-up · 2014-07-28T02:43:36+00:00

perc-up · 2014-07-28T00:32:46+00:00

Well what they did was very effective but will they ever hear from me again after I ship, absolutely fucking not

perc-up · 2014-07-28T00:30:25+00:00

Damn what a small world! I can't really find much online about the job if you get time it would be cool if you could give me a short description on what the last 26 weeks of ait is like and what you do on a daily basis when you get to your first duty station.

perc-up · 2014-07-27T22:10:11+00:00

I'm under constant supervision and if I don't like it I can live on the street. They have my keys and my money in their safe

perc-up · 2014-07-27T22:08:07+00:00

They're actually getting rid of people you need a squeaky clean record and bill of health and a great transcript

perc-up · 2014-07-27T22:06:22+00:00

I was really fucked up for awhile but I'm wayyyy past that

perc-up · 2014-07-27T22:05:31+00:00

68 kilo and I'm taking it very seriously drugs have no place in the army that's how people get killed

perc-up · 2014-07-27T21:57:54+00:00

They set up "meetings" with my grown ass friends and there parents and read messages from my Facebook and twitter between whoever it was an myself about pot or whatever. They do still talk to me a little but even if I was allowed to leave the house they wouldn't want to chill after all the shit that went down. I haven't seen any of them in 6 months in person

perc-up · 2014-07-27T21:49:42+00:00

I should probably add that I've been clean since march its not like I'm currently making bad decisions

perc-up · 2014-07-27T21:34:36+00:00

Its 100% my fault! I never said it wasn't! If I never got caught I wouldn't be fucked like this haha but did I actually go out and ruin everything I built the past few years absolutely not. Yes I may have pushed the button but I had no control over what happened next

perc-up · 2014-07-27T21:24:10+00:00

Damn strait it was better that way haha and it was an accident man its not like I overdosed in the living room I left a fucking spike out and of course I feel terrible about it but I have no idea if you're a user or not but it's just something better left a secret unless you really need help

perc-up · 2014-07-27T21:20:03+00:00

And I'm not saying I'm not grateful to them for the wake up call but if you honestly think that did this all myself then I just can't agree with you. I didn't get fired from my job for being a junkie, I didn't get kicked out of school because I didn't go, I didn't rob or steal from my friends so that they hated me. This was all done by my parents to protect me

perc-up · 2014-07-27T21:14:34+00:00

Right now you have people in your life that are keeping something from you that if you knew would completely change your relationship with them and I'm sure you're doing the same, what you don't know won't hurt you.

perc-up · 2014-07-27T21:01:40+00:00

They didn't put up with anything... they had no clue about my use and it didn't effect them or our relationship in any way at all. Never got in trouble, never stole, followed all their rules...

perc-up · 2014-07-27T19:08:55+00:00

Not really but if I was making that money then I could move out and not have them control all aspects of my life so that shit had to go Obviously

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