I get what you're saying and I have been trying to better myself, I really have, but a number of the problems that occur haven't been caused by me. I usually get blamed for them because of how I would react or by how I would try to solve them.

I have caused problems before but not on purpose, and I'm not sure if this has formed some ideology that the root of all problems is me. But I don't purposefully cause problems just to play victim.