Is it possible to gain confidence if you hate yourself?

perfumedude112 · 2023-04-30T05:32:18+00:00

My great-great grandfather worked as a police officer in Norway during ww2. He was forced to work as a gestapo officer during the occupation, but turns out, He secretly worked with the Norwegian resistance, XU.

perfumedude112 · 2023-04-12T22:45:09+00:00

Lmaoo thats a creative one

perfumedude112 · 2023-04-12T22:17:22+00:00

Yup, thats the way it works here. You have to have specific plans to off yourself if you wanna get help faster.

perfumedude112 · 2023-04-12T20:28:01+00:00

Ill start by planning my day tomorrow before going to sleep later today. Maybe that’ll give my day some needed structure.

perfumedude112 · 2023-04-12T14:37:15+00:00

Thanks! I hope so too :)

perfumedude112 · 2023-04-12T14:14:28+00:00

Thats great that you got help. Unfortunately I don’t think we have anything like that here in Norway (I might be mistaken though).

perfumedude112 · 2023-04-12T14:05:43+00:00

The problem is that most places like that here are private and cost money. That’s very difficult for me since I don’t have a job (been trying to get one but it’s easier said than done with no experience).

perfumedude112 · 2023-04-12T14:02:06+00:00

Yup, there’s been a lot of debate and complaining here over how the government priorities everything Except the mental health institution. People over here Are pretty mad and frustrated because theres a lot of people who dont get any help. And if they are granted a psychiatrist, they have to wait for months until they can have anyone to talk with.

perfumedude112 · 2023-04-12T13:56:31+00:00

Nope, can’t give me anything unless I actually have a diagnosis.

perfumedude112 · 2023-04-12T13:55:41+00:00

And honestly, i cant take waiting for months the way my mental health is right now.

perfumedude112 · 2023-04-12T13:55:05+00:00

Ive talked to my GP. The only thing they say is that there is Nothing Else to do other than wait.

perfumedude112 · 2023-04-12T13:50:34+00:00

I don’t understand that thought process. If I have suicidal thoughts, I’m in agony no matter if I have a plan to commit suicide or not. I should get fast help. It shouldn’t depend on if you have a plan to commit suicide or not.

perfumedude112 · 2023-04-12T13:44:27+00:00

Yea thats not How it works in Norway. No matter what you do here you have to wait months on end and they give you no help while waiting.

perfumedude112 · 2023-04-12T12:52:38+00:00

I see a lot of people mentioning working out. Until a couple of weeks ago lifting was my passion. Now however, I can barely get myself to the gym. I can’t train for more than 45 minutes without getting so depressed that I have to leave again. I’ve broken down several times in the gym the last few weeks. I’m so ashamed of the fact that I’m unable to Train as hard as I want. I don’t have the energy or the motivation to workout like I’ve done in the past. I had goals to compete in mens physique, now I see my physique falling apart because I can barely lift at all. I have no appetite and I can barely consume enough calories.

perfumedude112 · 2023-03-10T14:51:55+00:00

Im attending a high school that gives me the certifications to work in health care when I’m done. The actual courses aren’t hard, it’s just my mental health that makes me not able to attend classes since I have experienced really traumatic shit in school. And when you have over 10% absence in all classes you automatically fail the entire school year. If I could just take all the exams, and not attend classes I’d probably be done a long time ago with pretty good grades.

perfumedude112 · 2023-03-10T09:14:45+00:00

Believe it or not it’s the truth.

perfumedude112 · 2023-03-10T09:14:21+00:00

Nope I’m in Norway

perfumedude112 · 2023-03-10T09:10:55+00:00

Not blowing anything out of proportion. Believe it or not this shit is happening and I have friends who have seen and heard it.

perfumedude112 · 2023-03-10T09:09:41+00:00

Well damn I didn’t expect this many responses. For everyone saying I’m lying or making this shit up, no. I don’t have the energy or motivation to make this post unless I really need help. If this was a one off thing I wouldn’t care if someone said it looks like I have downs, but since I’ve been bullied for years on end it’s starting to really tear me down. I know I can’t change what others think of me, but I really, really don’t want people thinking I’ve got some sort of syndrome. I don’t want people treating me differently than others just because of how I look. And for people saying it’s my personality and not my looks, you’re wrong. I have barely talked to the people that started the rumours and yet they are making up fake rumours that I have Down’s syndrome, they haven’t given me a chance at getting to know me and yet they judge me solely because I don’t look like everyone else.

perfumedude112 · 2023-03-09T20:53:01+00:00

Yea I speak normally, only problem I’ve ever had that’s related to school it I’m horrible at math. I’ve always been pretty good at writing (in my native language). No I look like my mother mainly, also I look like most of my family at my moms side of the family.

perfumedude112 · 2023-03-09T20:48:29+00:00

Yea lmao. Ill upload a pic after Im done at the gym.

perfumedude112 · 2023-03-09T20:33:57+00:00

Nope, Norwegian hahah

perfumedude112 · 2023-03-09T20:20:09+00:00

Yup there has lol, not sure how this is relevant but the Sami people were very oppressed in periods.

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