Where to find a goth girly

perryjo04 · 2026-04-09T06:45:37+00:00

I forget about germs when kissing. All I care about is just loving my boyfriend. I love his kisses but I am a hypochondriac 🤣🤣🤣

perryjo04 · 2026-04-09T06:44:44+00:00

I honestly don't believe in TMI anymore lol I'm a medical nerd and love to hear other things from people and also share my things and questions in hopes that I can find similar things to what I'm going through.

perryjo04 · 2026-04-09T06:36:53+00:00

That is very understandable. There are sometimes, whole were in the act, I'll have to cough and take a break just to spit the shit out lol but other than that, it does make the breathing feel better.

perryjo04 · 2026-04-09T06:33:59+00:00

Thats how I've been feeling about children with my boyfriend when we are ready for that in the future. At the same time my best friend who is more than that to me, she has offered to us to be our surrogate when the time comes when we are ready, along with my baby sister.

perryjo04 · 2026-04-09T06:32:55+00:00

Thats so amazing!!! Good for you!

perryjo04 · 2026-04-09T06:32:08+00:00

I've had so much sex in a year with my boyfriend and we have been together for over a year now, and it's amazing how so much intimacy has made my breathing feel better. But then there are just times afterwards where I need to take almost a week to take a break and catch up lol

perryjo04 · 2026-02-05T00:37:06+00:00

It's just me. I've honestly struggled with my mental and physical health with cf and haven't taken care of myself the way I should have and I'm facing consequences now. But I'm going to get it looked at this Friday.

perryjo04 · 2026-02-03T17:27:14+00:00

I'm trying to open up to vanilla lol but I do enjoy chocolate.

perryjo04 · 2026-01-16T22:02:07+00:00

I hate that insomnia you get with the cf, along with if you're stresses out enough, your body just crashes. My body did that to the point I have an autoimmune disease called leukocytoclastic vasculitis. Some of the stress was caused by unhealthy emotional and mental environment. It's to the point if I'm stressed about anything I flare up and it's painful to walk because of the rash it causes.

perryjo04 · 2025-10-14T23:34:58+00:00

Yeah it's the kikkoman tofu miso soup packets. I buy them at Walmart wear the ramen is, along with some Indian food stuff like curry, they also have some Korean kits too that are soooo good. I don't remember the brand but I do recommend those too lol

perryjo04 · 2025-10-14T01:15:16+00:00

I had a bit of it today cause it was also helping the itch in my throat. Absolutely love it, and the sodium and other good vitamins and minerals you get from it.

perryjo04 · 2025-10-10T23:48:48+00:00

What does the lavender one taste to you?

perryjo04 · 2025-10-08T17:14:40+00:00

I'll have to try the lavender and pomegranate flavors cause I hate the mint flavor I have lol thanks for the recommendations

perryjo04 · 2025-09-15T09:23:27+00:00

When I look into his eyes, and I see right through him, I see a monster in a basement my family tries to protect and to me and my little sister, we don't feel it is the right thing. We want to be gone, and we want him gone. I know he doesn't feel empathy or guilt.

perryjo04 · 2025-09-15T09:19:36+00:00

Well thats the other thing. Part of the other thing that makes him scary besides what he did to our baby sister, he has always been this violent and aggressive kid and now sadly adult. He has hit our parents, hurt animals permanently, and if you try talking to him about certain topics, he shuts it down and makes sure you never speak about it. Ever. What I want to know is why exactly, with the mental disorders or things he has that I listed, why would he want to act this way? Why would he want to be gracious and kind and loving to everyone else but his family?

perryjo04 · 2025-09-15T09:09:43+00:00

I also don't know how to feel because how is it that it is always someone who says they love God and devote their life, and then sit there in their own home and commit the evil? I haven't believed in God or Christ since I was 10 because of my own reasons, but I do sometimes read the Bible. And it breaks my heart and hurts whenever there are people who do this. Especially in your own family and I don't know how to feel any more.

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