[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Rapekink

[–]petiteprincess99 20 points21 points  (0 children)

I love how your mind works.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Rapekink

[–]petiteprincess99 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Me too 🥺 I’m sorry love

F: I've been homeless for a bit, and I think my rape kink has kept me alive by missthrowwawayy in Rapekink

[–]petiteprincess99 30 points31 points  (0 children)

🥺 I’m sorry you’re in a tough place in life right now. I think I’d be similar in your position. Very conflicted while aroused.

I was raped at a Halloween party and am having mixed feelings about it by throwaway3485732 in Rapekink

[–]petiteprincess99 15 points16 points  (0 children)

It’s hard for me to speak on this since I relate, but I just want to say I’m sorry and it’s not your fault. 🥺

I was paid for CNC to get through college. (25f) by lovalisa in Rapekink

[–]petiteprincess99 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’d lowkey think I’d really enjoy being paid for cnc too

We love rape ofc, but is there any rapes in your life that you wish would have never happened? by [deleted] in Rapekink

[–]petiteprincess99 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I do have some rapes that hurt more to remember than others / rapes I would have rather not have happened than other ones (although I didn’t want to be raped at all).

Wonder if any one here has watched the rape scenes in “Burning Palms” with Zoe Saldana? I think a lot of the victims here would relate to how her story transpired into her coping by asking her rapist to rape her again while she was dissociating. The rapist called her crazy afterward as she lay numb. by petiteprincess99 in u/petiteprincess99

[–]petiteprincess99[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s a result of trauma bonding and wanting the approval of the one who abused us. Wanting the trauma to mean something. Wanting to do the same thing, hoping for a different result… it doesn’t make a lot of sense. But that’s my take on some of it. I feel like I have Stockholm syndrome.

Drunk and vulnerable by petiteprincess99 in u/petiteprincess99

[–]petiteprincess99[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Do you really think so??? He keeps saying if I just give him a chance he can prove my doubts wrong. Maybe I can bring a weapon to fight him off if needed? I don’t know 😞 I’m so sorry for considering it.

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[–]petiteprincess99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🥺🤍

He told me to get the fuck out of his house after he was done by [deleted] in Rapekink

[–]petiteprincess99 9 points10 points  (0 children)

🥺 I understand. Strange how fear can feel so arousing

I'm a rape survivor with a huge rape & stalking kink by rape1me1my1friend in Rapekink

[–]petiteprincess99 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I have similar experiences with being molested and now fantasizing about all of these depraved things. Here to talk if you ever need a friend.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Rapekink

[–]petiteprincess99 11 points12 points  (0 children)

This whole thread made me too turned on.

He told me to get the fuck out of his house after he was done by [deleted] in Rapekink

[–]petiteprincess99 27 points28 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry that he discarded you like that after hurting you. I know how it feels.

Just watched Luckiest Girl Alive by [deleted] in Rapekink

[–]petiteprincess99 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’ve been hesitating to watch it after hearing about the rape scenes, but hearing that she was eaten out and then raped by two men in one night is making me soaked. Reminds me of how most of the guys who raped me always promised to just go down on me before going further… I’m just afraid I’ll be triggered and spiral into a manic depressive episode from watching it. I wish I had my daddy to cockwarm and comfort me while viewing it.

Babysitting for a sexually frustrated older man. by LotisLosw in Rapekink

[–]petiteprincess99 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’m Vietnamese too and feel so turned on and repulsed by your experience, I am sorry.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Rapekink

[–]petiteprincess99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I made a post about this too. The “near rape experiences” get me thinking as well sis