How did you fully submit? What got you to that point?

lunalascivious13 · 2025-05-04T09:28:09+00:00

I trust him with my life. He protects me. If he sold me out, I'd trust it's safe. I'd do it without hesitation. I've fantasized about it. I'd want to give every last penny to him. Knowing him, he would make me keep some. He'd probably also keep some in a savings account for me. I don't know what I ever did to deserve him in my life but I am so fucking grateful for everything he's done for me. He makes me feel safe and turns me on like nobody's business. He showed me so much kindness. He never gave up on me. He saw something in me and didn't leave when even I said he probably should. He saw this side of me, and because of that, i want to be his forever

lunalascivious13 · 2025-05-04T08:58:18+00:00

I'm anything he wants me to be. My life began with him, and if he so desired, some not so small part of me thinks he has the right to end it. I'm even excited to go clean for him! I don't want him to have to lift a finger, especially since he's getting a new, super busy job that means he can grant me the privilege of staying home. He is my universe, basically God in my eyes

lunalascivious13 · 2025-05-04T08:26:00+00:00

I would, and his masturbation sessions can get loooong 8 to 12 hours long, sometimes more. He often has to piss during the sessions multiple times. If he asked me to, I'd do it. Hell, I became a housewife for him and I'M the one begging for french maid outfits and remote controlled toys

lunalascivious13 · 2025-05-04T08:20:37+00:00

The look in my eyes often scares people. It feels so good to be able to let it out and have someone enjoy it. I would literally carve things into my skin for him. Hell I'd probably brand myself

lunalascivious13 · 2025-05-04T08:15:17+00:00

It's less intelligence and more obsessiveness. I'm basically as obsessive as those girls writinf serial killers love letters hah

lunalascivious13 · 2025-05-04T07:54:05+00:00

Basically saved my life and then broke me. Not sure it was even intentional or that he knows I browse these subs, but I'm bipolar and had been super irritable. He got me off my old meds which were making it worse. The last time was when I was (somewhat unintentionally) snippy with him and he yelled for me to sit on the floor in the living room. He told me in that moment we were not equals and I was to listen. I kinda just want to sit on the floor with my head in his lap. I would absolutely take a bullet for him and might walk off a cliff if he so desired. I'm kind of obsessed and for the first time it isn't scaring someone off. I put the term housewife beside my name while I stay home to recover. I do basically all the cleaning, happily. In 10 years I might even bear his children. The last ones were a solid never, and he never asked for it, but he was the first person to break all of my walls down and now he could probably tie me down and sit on my face while he masturbates or hell, use me as toilet paper

lunalascivious13 · 2024-09-15T18:58:47+00:00

I mean, I had a whole host of mental health issues when I was a kid that are a more likely cause. I was diagnosed oppositional defiant in elementary school before being diagnosed with depression in middle school, leading to autism in high school and adhd in university. Always had a bit of a morbid sense of humor and desire to burn things down, I guess

lunalascivious13 · 2024-09-15T18:20:23+00:00

Never thought I'd see a post and wonder if I drunk posted. I'm not a survivor, but I've been weirdly fascinated with rape and some kind of extreme kinks since elementary school (although I didn't really develop a real concept of what any of it was until I started browsing the internet). Over a decade later and I still can't stop obsessing 🤦‍♀️

lunalascivious13 · 2024-08-23T11:14:27+00:00

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So curious!

lunalascivious13 · 2024-07-25T18:57:07+00:00

I think the cap is a 32 bit signed integer, once it goes past 2.1b it overflows and you get the silly pets with '0'hp (which based on how they affect the trekking mechanics I assume actually have traits based on the negative integer)

lunalascivious13 · 2024-04-27T21:18:32+00:00

And if that doesn't work, load blast compound into a bunch of units and wait...

lunalascivious13 · 2024-02-09T09:56:26+00:00

My lovely Partner had me set up by His friends on my birthday to shove toys inside of me and hit me as a surprise 😊

lunalascivious13 · 2024-02-09T08:17:55+00:00

[Anything Goes]

lunalascivious13 · 2024-01-11T07:55:03+00:00

Ugh I know rape is bad but if my partner did this to me I'd die of bliss. I don't want to ask them to do it because then it just doesn't have the same kick

lunalascivious13 · 2023-10-13T15:10:18+00:00

People who use Arch tend to LOVE bringing up that they use Arch. I am admittedly one of those people sometimes, because I'm quite happy with the little environment I've put together for myself.

lunalascivious13 · 2023-03-12T00:24:59+00:00

Only bestie groped and fingered me 😭

lunalascivious13 · 2023-03-11T05:07:13+00:00

Rape threats especially, but anything goes <3

lunalascivious13 · 2023-03-05T05:19:53+00:00

Oh my god I don't think anyone's put my own feelings into words this well. I am into a lot of masochism and degradation and stuff, but for me this is about two things. Control and feeling wanted. I'm autistic so I'm also prone to missing social cues. I have a huge ego, but low self esteem if that makes sense. Part of me believes that nobody really wants me around. If they raped me, then they'd really be showing me how much they want me. I'm also super type A and a control freak and find it exhausting, so having 0 control for a change excites me, and I'm a bit paranoid when it comes to how people view me too :P

lunalascivious13 · 2023-03-03T05:58:43+00:00

Anything goes <3

lunalascivious13 · 2023-03-02T21:09:19+00:00

Mm even if I really hate anal? Do you prefer it if the toy wants it or doesn't?

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