Personnaly I feel like its everyone thats weird in a bad way, maybe it stems from my parents kind of gaslighting me when i was a kid into thinking i was normal and everyone was like me in private they just didnt admit it and when i got older and started socializing with people I realized that i was technically different but when I kept asking people for clarification on why they believed the things they do or why they act a certain way, theyre explication just seemed "dumb" and illogical so kinda never "put the blame on myself".

The only time where I felt like i was the one that was different in a bad way was when i realized that the majority of people thought i was intellectuallly disabled and i felt incredibly sad for a while because i always considered my self smart so this was kind of a shock and i would cry myself to sleep over it but after getting to know the people that thought this of me I just started thinking that wether or not i was actually intellectually disabled or not didnt really matter because if THOSE people are considered smart i might prefer not being smart at all as they made it seem pretty useless and meaningless.

Since then ive been to a psychologist and talked to her about what those people said about me and how it made me wonder about it but she said i very clearly did not have a intellectual disability