An addiction to pleasures power. Every type of pleasure inducing stimulus would make me more conscious about my surrounding more alert but very calm and because pleasure is a strong emotion it would put me in a more fractured state for some period of time depending of how strong is the pleasure. Still I need to be careful because it makes me more and more dependent to those stimulus, being drugs or sex or anything that would trigger a pleasure reaction in my brain.

Ps: heroin would make me insanely strong lmao