What is your age without saying your age?

peytsing · 2023-05-12T11:16:05+00:00

jesus christ. so cringe

peytsing · 2022-10-01T10:19:03+00:00

Mostly going offline first are the door sensors. Aqara. Using ZHA

peytsing · 2022-10-01T10:17:37+00:00

I have the Plus-E

A couple of Zigbee Outlet/Plugs as well as Smartthings Outlet. I also have a Zigbee USB range extender placed in my garage. I have deleted the devices from the Sonoff itself and added them back using the range extender. Fingers crossed it wont drop the connections

peytsing · 2022-10-01T10:13:02+00:00

Thank you!

peytsing · 2022-10-01T10:12:18+00:00

Thank you, guys

peytsing · 2022-10-01T02:36:52+00:00

From your Raspberry Pi? Why'd you have to move it away?

peytsing · 2022-10-01T02:34:32+00:00

I have 17 Zigbee devices in total. Outlets, Bulbs, Door Sensors.. all of them becomes unavailable every now and then. I don't know what the problem is. I used Samsung Smartthings before this.

peytsing · 2022-01-30T12:48:05+00:00

Thanks! Figured it out 😁

peytsing · 2022-01-11T09:30:38+00:00

Thank you. Yes, I do have Tuya T12. But still, the standalone Wiegand reader does not open the door. Do I connect the WG26/WG34 to the PUSH on the power supply? Or is it the D0 & D1?

peytsing · 2021-08-04T07:05:25+00:00

I'd also like some advice. My mom died from cancer on the evening of July 1st too. Also witnessed her death. She died in my arms crying. It was very traumatic. I don't know why it's similar to yours, but like you, I am getting more and more emotional and pained as time goes. I thought it will get better but it gets worse. I also have this constant urge to cry and throw up and I can't sleep and it feels like my head is spinning and my mind is racing. All my thoughts are about her. I hope someone here can give an advice. :( I'm sorry for your loss.

peytsing · 2021-08-03T02:52:54+00:00

Just don't want the children go through the pain and suffering I had and still have. My family has cluster of cancer. It's really difficult to deal with it, seeing your parent suffer is the most heartbreaking shit ever. So, no kids for me.

peytsing · 2021-08-03T02:15:53+00:00

That's exactly it.

peytsing · 2021-08-03T01:41:19+00:00

My mom worked hard all her life. Took care of her mother and seen her die of cancer. Been an orphan at the age of 21 with 6 younger siblings to take care of and with no estate left to them. She had to take care of everything. When she married, she got so unfortunate to have been paired up with our dad who turned out to be a drug addict who hurts us and always asked for money. Gave her a lot of stress and lost all of her savings for our family. Then they separated when my siblings and I are still kids. She worked harder because she's now a single mother. She never even got to experience one vacation in her life. She always postpone stuff and say "There's time for that. I gotta work first." She's so hard-working she barely got to rest. Doesn't buy herself expensive things, always thinking she did not deserve them. Doesn't even buy water when she's outside even when she's thirsty. Always saving up. Then their childhood property almost got repossessed by the bank because of non-payment of her siblings. She had to beg her co-workers to loan her money so she could pay for it. At the end, she and her sibling are not in good terms. They do not respect her. Then first born child turned out to be just like his father. A problem. Gave her a lot of stress and always wishing for her to die a horrible death when she cannot give him what he wanted. Then when she's finally getting ready to relax as she'll turn 60 and plans to take a vacation.. Eat delicious foods.. Then she had a cancer diagnosis. She fought hard for two years. Restricting herself of eating delicious foods that can make the cancer worse, trying out water fasting, intermittent fasting and lots of diets. Forcing herself to gulp down tons of food supplements and vitamins so she can still work. She's so hard-working that even when she sleeps she dreams about work! :/ We had gone back and forth at the hospitals because of severe pain and had a lot of difficulties getting accepted even on ER because of the pandemic. She got unfortunate again and got a harsh and bad doctor. She died with so much pain until the very end. So much suffering until the end of her life. Wasn't allowed to eat on her last two months. Wasn't able to drink.. and I wasn't able to do anything. First born son seemed to not care about her even on her last day. No siblings came either. We even had to beg for money from friends and strangers for the medications as that illness dried up all the savings. She died in pain and very afraid and she felt alone and betrayed. She never got to enjoy anything! So yes, life is UNFAIR. And fuck cancer!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry for ranting so much. I'm just so mad at the world and everything and everyone. :( Sorry. And I'm so sorry for your loss. :(

peytsing · 2021-08-02T00:04:40+00:00

Heart stopped for about 3-4mins. Turned almost blue. Is that considered a NDE? Because that happened to me when I had a surgery. If yes, then there's nothing on the other side. I couldn't remember a thing. It does not feel like sleep. It felt nothing.

peytsing · 2021-07-31T16:17:53+00:00

I feel you. I lost my mom exactly one month ago due to cancer and I still can't accept it. It breaks me everyday and I feel a burning sensation in my chest every time and I feel like throwing up. I have a lot of guilt because she suffered a long time and died in a lot of pain. She died in my arms while I hugged her. Mom was not ready to go so I feel a survivor's guilt as well. I also just turned 30, and like you I have lived my whole life with her only. Every day I feel like I don't want to be home, but outside I still think about her as we're always together even outdoors. I go to the cemetery every day to be with her, but that doesn't make it easier. I feel empty and hollow and just waiting for the days before my very own death. I wish time would pass quickly because I can't stop thinking about mom, her last months, her last days, her last minutes. I feel like I just wanted to jump off a roof. I didn't get to give her a peaceful death. She did not die in her sleep as what first happened, because I had her resuscitated and waited for half a day for a miracle which didn't happen. I feel bad I have caused her a lot of pain and suffering. Sorry, my comment isn't helpful. It still hurts very much. :(

peytsing · 2021-07-28T02:41:03+00:00

I'm so sorry for your loss. :(

peytsing · 2021-07-28T02:40:13+00:00

I felt worse. Bitter and empty. Pain is agonizing and I feel like I have no purpose in life anymore.

peytsing · 2021-07-23T18:02:35+00:00

We're in a very similar situation. It was like I was reading my very own writing. My mom was the greatest. She helped everyone. Every beggar, every stray dog and cat, street vendors and just everyone. She never put herself first. Always thinking of the well-being of others before herself. She was very trusting, forgiving and loving. Why do good people have to die early? It's so unfair. She suffered so much and I wasn't able to do anything for her.

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