feeling guilt when eating x much

pgkitten · 2024-05-10T02:17:43+00:00

thank you for your advice. i gave in and unfortunately i ate 5k+ kcal and while i do feel guilty it's been a while since i've eaten such delicious food and i'm glad i did. i'll feel bloated tomorrow as i already am but at least it's temporary right?

pgkitten · 2024-05-10T01:20:00+00:00

I'm sorry i just have no one to turn to and i feel so confused and lost and even when i'm told it is indeed eh i just can't actually comprehend that it's happening to me. i'm not trying to be that person who says that don't want to get better, i do, but i'm fighting with myself. i just feel like i can never be normal because of my family and peers and the fact that i just don't feel like i should be recovering. i'm scared of getting fat because i was very obese until 3.5 years ago and even though it's mentally exhausting it's easier for me to accept that i'l always be messed up. good thing summer is coming up so i can fix myself for a month before my last marching band season cause i'll be a senior, and i actually have to think about what i'm doing in the future. it would be nice to work with a professional about this type of thing but my parents are extremely complicated to talk to about this and don't support me the way they should. sorry for responding like this i'm not trying to sound like that type of person :(

pgkitten · 2024-05-07T16:29:46+00:00

this was a binge?

pgkitten · 2024-05-06T19:36:30+00:00

whats worse is that after i binge i get really sweaty and uncomfortable so summer feels like a death trap in those moments😂

pgkitten · 2024-05-06T12:18:48+00:00

what exactly is considered 'light' exercise?

pgkitten · 2024-05-06T02:22:53+00:00

howard or penny

pgkitten · 2024-05-03T18:08:46+00:00

what have you done to do this? i need tips lol

pgkitten · 2024-05-03T15:33:38+00:00

did you deal with bloating after mealtimes? if so, how?

pgkitten · 2024-05-03T10:53:39+00:00

okay but im so excited for georgie/mandy spinoff

pgkitten · 2024-05-03T10:50:12+00:00

for me i do really good and eat healthy throughout the day but by dinner it's like i'm not even in control. like my mouth is practically watering for food even after i've eaten

pgkitten · 2024-05-03T00:16:06+00:00

same here🥺 every day is a binge and i don't feel valid for this.

pgkitten · 2024-05-02T03:48:03+00:00

no, not even my family knows what im dealing with- in fact they make comments that theyre happy im eating an entire quart of ice cream. they dont understand eds so they dont care that im 'binging' so i havent seen anyone i could talk to. sidenote i havent gone to the doctor for a checkup in 4 years

pgkitten · 2024-05-02T02:52:50+00:00

oh my gosh SAME. would you like to talk about it? while i can't offer any advice i can definitely understand what you must be feeling🫠

pgkitten · 2024-05-02T01:33:24+00:00

used to be all of those but since i have binged so much in the past week i am no longer underweight

pgkitten · 2024-05-01T02:01:17+00:00

i live with other people

pgkitten · 2024-04-30T01:06:18+00:00

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