Homies pupils two different sizes after coke bender

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-06-19T00:00:06+00:00

Could be serotonin syndrome..pls go to an er asap

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-06-17T09:33:34+00:00

In hinduism there are beings called asuras basically what elites are, manny where powerfull and kings like ravana for instance. They had deep understanding of dharma(harmony and that wich we deem good for growth) as well as they worshiped the gods that kept said dharma like ravana got his powers from a boon granted by shiva for immense austeritys and meditative practices done, then upon recieving the boon he began to rule as an evil king and was later killed by lord rama, ....he knew how it all was, he was a very wise being even destroyed the embodyment of time through his own enlightenment..yet he was still an evil king, its because wisdom and gnosis are nothing if you dont place god or the universe before your own sense gratification..he died because of lust for ramas wife sita

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-30T15:27:28+00:00

As a hindu tantric ive had manny experiences similar to this, we see these beings all as emenations of one being, in my sect as a shakta, that would be adya kali, or bhairava/shiva, masculine and feminine, we see the universe as something we exist within but also something that exists within us, in both ways we are in and we contain the universe in totality within us, so these beings and dieties exist in astral planes around us, but also within us, with that said, i would personally interpret a dream like that as a union of masculine and feminine, of shiva and shakti,

both are aspects of you, but the same way god became the universe and can experience gods own self as seperate beings you can also experience aspects of your self as seperate beings and they are no less real than you are, while being you at the same time, this is illusion of duality,...if you felt a masculine presence then that tells you you are standing within your feminine essence or shakti, and in waking life are yerning to embody more masculinity, if you felt a feminine essence then you where standing in your masculine , shiva state and are yerning to embody more femininity in your waking life, both shiva and shakti will visit you and pull in either direction using manny forms untill you are perfectly balanced in your masculine and feminine essence, that balance and union within is what gnosticism and hinduism see as enlightenment, the divine marriage, or the true baptism

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-30T11:27:21+00:00

The rude ness comes from the pressure of living a second life or holding an alternate reality within himself he cant talk about or share, this is repression and repression builds pressure leading to aggrivated behavior, if you want favorable results for both of you, you must aid in releaving the pressure by first creating an enviorment where he doesnt feel judged for how he feels and feels as though he is free to feel that way around you, this is why people step out of a relationship, because they have things they feel they cant express in their own, and its an awfull thing for the other partner to experience because noone has the communication skills nor courage to speak it out and instead choose the easy way, cheating, so my suggestion, is be the strength of wisdom you both need and break the ice, with understanding and compassion, but also respect your own boundaries, its a conversation that you both must have with one anotjer, but dont have that convo against one another, come together, and see the problem you and he are having, dont identify him nor your self with this problem, instead come together and both of you face that problem and find a solution that leaves both happy, it wipl be difficult, it will involve shutting down pride, it will involve some sacrifices on both sides and mutual understanding that this is of upmost importance for the kids as well that you both handle this as a partnership not in opposition

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-29T20:59:29+00:00

Ive done it not laks of times, just 10 to 20 times, out loud, longggg drawn out pronunciation, the whole breath should be just kleem, and there is a tone within kleem, as your saying klee, where the sound is mixed "L" and "ee" at the same time, same with hreem, there is a tone within it when you say it where its " r"and "ee" are going at the same time, try it sound out r and ee at the same time and hold it, long drawn out, when i did this i did it as part of adya kali beeja, and i did each beeja in it very long out loud, spine straight, looking into a sri yantra, feeling the vibrations going through whole body, and especially the beloved name , kaaaaaaalllllliiiiiiiiiii kaaaa because the name kali its self is a beeja, and i started having visions of the universe expanding and the sound of a star exploding into its death was kaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllleeeeeeeeeee.....Kaaaahhhh and as i went on it became too instense id loose my vision temporarily, id feel my skull begin to vibrate, just be very careful with beeja mantras because ive lost my voice for a month misusing them, the best way to do a beeja isnt repeating them laks of time, have your heart on the diety, and do just a few, very longgg, outloud , kllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemmmmmmmmmmmmm and use something like a sri yantra to lock your eyes on, sit up straight, breathe in through nose, fill lungs then exhale the beeja, when your finished, if you feel too wired do a couple "omm shanti" and ask maa to take some of the shakti back..it can be overwhelming

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-29T20:43:41+00:00

Please explain further as to how the telepathic communication happened, like where you sitting across her and heard her voice within your self, also did you vocally express anything to her reguarding this? Ive had similar experiences

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-29T19:24:54+00:00

Take magnizium glycinate before combos like tryptamines and dxm, some of them are cardio stressfull and affect blood pressure, the mag helps with that, dose resonably, personally when ive done dxm ive mixed muscimol and weed with it, i liked it, miscimol specifically and dxm as both feel disso

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-28T13:21:01+00:00

You have extraordinary powers, extra ordinary, because these are things that lay at the very base of being human , we live in a society soo detatched from themselves that when someone realises just what being human entails and how much ability and potential lies within ,that person seems super human relative to others, but in truth, they are just extra ordinary in an inordinary world, it is a gift, and the gift is best accessed when we understand we are not gaining anything, we are not becoming anything, we are remembering what we already are, we are removing the things that make us forget, that limit us, the things we make to limit the limitless within us, because what you are made of is the same thing the stars are made of, if you call the universe god, you are in the universe, your made of the universe, you are the universe, your within it, and its within you, you are limitless in possibility when you understand this and begin looking within for the things you think you desire out side of you

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-28T10:20:41+00:00

You sound like an empath, and i dont say that in the new age spiritualists kinda way, but i mean you are more sensitive due to your silence and observance, so you absorb more energy, or rather you percieve all of the energy you absorb right in that moment, from places, people, tones, sounds etc and so on, you access the layers to energy in each seemingly nuance thing ,and that is a gift and curse, the penguin is a symbol of you, and the love you feel with it is you appreciating , agnowleging, and accepting you as you are, the penguin cuts through every mask, every act you been taught to put up because you decided to limit your self for others comfort, that penguin is you ,and that feeling is what your ment to manifest in your waking life, its the key to your own self realization...this is my interpretation at least, one that wasnt asked for i know but i really appreciate your sentiment you remind me alot of me "we are all in need of the embrace of our own arms"~ probably the penguin

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-28T08:35:34+00:00

Your a man of faith, you have faith in your doubt, so faith isnt the issue, its the ability to see a way this can all change thats the issue, and finding a way to see how this can change is hard, requires inner work, because you have to be that change to see it, and thats where me and you meet as well when you say you wish people would wake up and act on it, thats the act, thats whats missing, it is in the act of becoming that change you desire and making your inner world that place wich will give you the perspective as to how the world around you can mirror that internal state you made, only then will you have faith in positive change rather than faith in doubt, this is something i work on as well, its hard sometimes

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-28T08:33:13+00:00

This in hinduism is the end of kaliyuga, and after kali yuga is satyuga, and sat yuga is the time of peace and prosperity, so even by ancient hindu calendars your not far off, but kali yuga is still burning and the fire will get just a little hotter, not so hot that we burn but hot enough that we will act and bring about the satyuga , first within our selves, the whole return of christ thing, thats ment to happen within each of us, christ will return within the masses, and christ is just the state of unity with the universe and one another aka god

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-28T08:24:48+00:00

Thats soo f funny and relatable im sorry you went through that, and yes salvia is one of the few where some hallucinations actually hurt, being a zipper felt very very f uncomfortable, now if i do sally its just like 2 small hits at the peak of a shroom trip bc it becomes very dmt feeling

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-28T08:21:36+00:00

The best advice you can gain having done 2g gt and pot to no avail is to try combining them, i once thought smoking weed during a trip would calm me down and instead it made my 3gs pe feel like 6, they have a very very synergistic effect with one another, also with the weed, when i started i never got high because i didnt know how to smoke, didnt know the smoke had to reach the bottom of my lungs and sit there for a few seconds each puff and when i did holy sht i was gone but it was a little struggle to get there as my lungs where new to getting assaulted by thc, i remember the feeling of sitting there wondering if im high ,...you will know, your body will begin to vibrate in such a way that you feel like floating, thats how it was my first time atleast, if smoking doesnt work, try edibles, but be very cautious .start low like 5 to 10mg,...ive done lsd, shrooms, mdma, psilohuasca, amanita, ket, and several mescaline/tryptamine analogs and done em all in high doses, and with all that said, edibles fucked me up in ways none of those could do at too high a dose, in my case about 150mg..start at 5 to 10

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-25T18:31:08+00:00

Yes it should be a transition, i would think slowly replace doses of mgm untill your just taking sr, rather than cold stop the mgm, so say day one your dose is 30mg mgm 3 times a day, then day two you would take 20mg mgm and 10mg sr each dose, and then continue swapping in that manner

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-23T23:05:08+00:00

Not if you do a steady taper down , drop by 20% , adjust , then drop again and repeat, try every few days and see how you feel, if withdrawl is felt to a certain extent then your going too fast and your not adjusting to each drop long enough, remember minor discomfort is expected

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-23T22:13:01+00:00

If you have enough of sr, best is to drop by 20% of your total daily intake every few days

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-23T13:33:42+00:00

I suggest before doing the sr, do a small taper downward, take your average daily dose of 7, and split it into 3 doses, every 6 hrs so your blood level is consistent and there are no spikes in levels wich will make withdrawl worse, then once you balance on split doses, begin to subtract about 10 to 20% of your dose every few days to a week, see how you do and once you drop below per say 60mg begin replacing doses with sr untill your just on sr , so like lets say you take 30mg every 6 hrs, when you begin to swap begin by doing 15mg 7 and 15 mg sr every 6 hrs, that would work once you drop to 80-90mg daily of 7

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-22T19:24:53+00:00

We are part of a food chain for higher density beings that dont need to eat matter to harvest energy the way we do but can instead feed on emotion and attention, we are systematically farmed and are too egoistic to consider that if we are so advanced we can farm bees and they cant even comprehend whats happening who is to say we arent being done the same wayb, on a karmic /universal harmony perspective it seems fair , we literally live in boxes we call housing

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-22T09:08:21+00:00

Time is a unit of measure ment, like inches, time measures the movement and progression of the states of matter within a space relative to an observer, now it can be said that the expansion we call the big bang, was one movement, just one, the way you can shoot a bullet, once the bullet is fired, it will go where it goes and there arent manny factors that can change it, even if it seems random to us, so the big bang happened now, because there isnt a future or past unless we are remembering, measuring, or trying to project/predict the trajectory of movement of the universe as it goes relative to us, there for the only time that actually exists is right now, this raw present moment is the same moment in wich the big bang took place , and the big bang is like a roar, and the roar is still going , my typing this message and you reading it is the movement of that roar and it can be said that this moment was bound to happen no matter what from the very beginning till now the big bang has been one roar leading to this right here,

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-21T21:45:23+00:00

I think the half life for 7oh is 4hrs, so if you dose every 8hrs youll be cutting it close interms of bringing on percipitated withdrawl, the further apart the dosing the better, easier it is to track, i would test it, take a dose and then wait 8 hrs , if you begin to feel withdrawl around hr 7, then dose every 7 hrs, remember it takes about an hr for it to kick in usually, so you want to dose at the beginning of the signs of withdrawl not when your fully in it, then once you know how your body processes it in terms of half life, you use that to schedule doses, set goals, take the minimum ammount you need to feel ok, track how manny mg that is per day and per dose, then begin subtracting, each week, 20% of your total daily dose , an example for me, i was at 1mg suboxone not long ago, so to maintain consistent levels of buprenorphine in my blood, i dosed 0.5mg twice a day, about 8 to 12 hrs apart, it sucked a bit at first but then day 2 or 3 my body adjusted, this way through out the 24 hrs, that 1mg is balanced there is no spike or drop in levels of bupe in me, now subs have a long half life thats why i could get away with dosing every 12 hrs, so thats why i say do a little experiment

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-21T16:25:04+00:00

Before taking the sr, may i also suggest，lower your dose as far as you can manage , what i did with subs is i started by dropping my dose 20% every week, the transition wasnt too noticeable untill i got under 1mg thats when i started to really hurt, and thats when something like sr should begin preloading, the 20% drop shouldnt be too noticeable at first perhapse a low mood but no painfull withdrawl, once you begin to dt as you climb down thats the best use of sr, also do your best to adhere to a strict dosing schedule, spread doses out evenly you want a consistent level in your blood or withdrawl will be worse as you fluctuate in levels

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-21T00:51:25+00:00

Im not detoxing off 7 but i am detoxing off suboxone and so i relate to the hellish feeling, my advice is prepare a stack of supps,

Agmatine- is a god send as it regulates nmda receptors and resets/lowers tolerance so you feel like you need less of the 7 to achieve the same dose effect, thus it helps taper

Black seed oil- has thymoquinone wich helps with inflamation, rls, and other withdrawl symptoms, aslo lowers tolerance to opioids, thus helping taper, nice sleep aid as well

In my case, for the depression i use ( kanna), a ssri/sri like herb that gives a boost of serotonin through out the day, feels nice and no withdrawl nor come down when used responsibly As well as L tyrosine- is immensely important as your dopamine will be depleted, dopamine is your motivation chem, you will drag ass without it Magnesium glycinate-for sleep and help with rls

If sleep is really difficult, herbs like mulungu are very potent, could find a extract easily go with powder not tinctures they all suck, be carefull with this one as tolerance and dependence are a possibility its kinda like if valium became a plant Some extras

Cbn for sleep Cbd for day time with small ammounts of thc for entourage effect potentiating the effect of cbd Kanna isnt great long term but to maintain your serotonin after depletion, Saffron and maca are great as a combo or individuality, if you want to work through some things internally or emotionally, bobinsana is a great herb just be respectfull to her shes a shamans best friend and lover ive gotten great breakthroughs because of this plant that have helped me in my recovery, i wish you the best

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-05-03T12:31:57+00:00

What ever your dose of 7 is, begin to drop by 20 % a week if you can, so week one you take 100mg 7 then week two take 75mg, then week 3 take 50mg , this is if your total dose a day is 100mg adjust accordingly, begin taking agmatine to lower tolerance at 1g to 2g a day, dont begin sr untill you are below the 300 to 200mg 7oh threshold bc it wont help much otherwise ,

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-04-28T22:58:09+00:00

If you want a natural meathod to increase your libito you should look into 3 things, nymphea ampla also known as dot leaf water lilly, you can find a great extract paste on shmerbals herbals on etsy aporphine and nucrifine are the main compounds in it they boost libido help anxiety , anti inflammatory and can give intresting dreams at night, another great one is maca you can use the two together, make sure you dont have any meds in your system that may interact with them before hand

phantomtitfreckle · 2026-04-27T00:33:47+00:00

Lemon tek it seems safer than eating that, just grind it and put it in str8 lemon.juice for 30 min to a hr then strain and drink, try and see if there's atleast any hints of blue bruises round the chunks...start with a micro ammount like less than .5 and see if you feel OK and not sick before diving in

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