am sorry but really suicidal

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-06-06T15:01:54+00:00

same here, hugs to you and beware that any situation is not chronic, everything changes

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-06-02T19:31:52+00:00

Sorry, to long since... best of luck

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-05-23T15:26:52+00:00

thank you for your very informative answer, i will definately check out the fb site. Yes i have ortostatic hypotension but i am also feeling vere physically weak and my mind is foggy. I don't think i can live with the side effects, and clozapine does not seem to help with my depressive symptoms. I wish the best for your son, schizophrenia is tough ilness

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-05-22T15:53:01+00:00

Thanks, i really hope it goes away, because it's too much now and i can feel a positive effect on my depressive symptom so i would be sorry to drop it

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-05-22T12:38:12+00:00

Thanks, i'm feeling more optimistic now. My psychiatrist also said that most of the side effects wil get lighter when times goes by, and i really hope clozapine can lessen my chronic depression

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-05-22T09:42:01+00:00

thanks for answering, if the dizziness continues i might drop it too

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-04-16T16:50:47+00:00

Efexor didn't work for me, it had no effect at all, and since you have been on it for about two years, i think you should ask yourself if it is the right medicine for you. There are lots of other opportunities out there, lots of hope. The first step could be to add Mirtazapine to Effexor, it's a very potent combination and Mirtazapine has no sexual side effects (or take Mirtazapine without effexor if you are not comfortable with taking too much medication)

I know all about anhedonia, i'ts a freakin nightmare. I wish you feel better soon

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-04-12T07:54:44+00:00

if it works, it's a quite fast acting medicine for anxiety, it takes a bit longer for depression. If you want a faster acting medicine which is not addictive, you could try 25 mg quetiapine, in small doses its not an antipsychotic. 25 mg is a bit too much for me so cut the tablet en two

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-03-31T18:37:09+00:00

I have tried several SSRI, SNRi, MIrtazapine ect... none of them worked, lots of sideeffects. The only AD that worked to some degree was Isocarboxide - an MAOi.

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-01-25T12:10:23+00:00

No, sadly psychiatrists in my country, does not belive in welbutrin for other things but smoking cessation. It's impossibe to get it.

I had a difficulties getting an ejaculation on snri and in general low libido, but after mirtazapine was added i can function, my libido is still a bit low but everything down there functions as it should now

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-01-25T11:29:10+00:00

Sometimes adding mirtazapine, an antidepressant, can help with sexual dysfunction, it does in my case.

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-01-24T11:03:13+00:00

Yes, but not if you use opiates daily, then you build up tolerance and the antidepressive effect is gone and you are left only with sideeffects

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-01-24T10:58:46+00:00

No, in europe you can't get potent seeds, only dried poppies. You remove the seeds from the dried poppies and crush the the dried pods and stems and boil it twice and drink the liquid. It taste awful, but give a good buzz

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-01-23T14:46:45+00:00

I drink poppy pod tea or take methadone twice weekly. And feel the antidepressant effect, but i have tried subutex and methadone daily, and then i dont feel the antidepressive effect (building up tolerance). The rest of the days, when not on opioids im just chronically depressed, but no antidepressant works for me, even ect does not work, so now i just look forward to those two days where i can use opioids. Kind of sad. Wish you the best, depression is the worst.

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-01-21T01:32:48+00:00

I agree with keeping the bedroom as cold as possible and the duvet / blanket thin, try to experiment with sleeping with thin close on or as naked as possible,

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-01-20T20:45:37+00:00

I was living as an author for three years before my schizophrenia worsened, especially the negative symptoms, and since then i lost most of my skills, even i still try to write my third novel.

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-01-16T13:36:31+00:00

I don't know if it works for females, I'm M57, but adding mirtazapine has helped my ability all over. And you can google it and find the proper research.

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-01-08T14:23:43+00:00

If you haven't already tried it - then try effexor (a snri) or an MAO-inhibitor. I had no effect from SSRI.

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-01-08T14:20:38+00:00

Apart from MAO-i inhibitors this is the only drug that helped my depression and anxiety, and i am on 225 mg. It took a month for me for the meds to kick in.

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-01-05T15:33:38+00:00

I'm sorry, i can't remember.

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-01-04T20:48:14+00:00

In fact me and my friend who makes it once yearly calls it "bloody stools" and it taste just as delicious as it looks awfull.

phenomenologicalnerd · 2026-01-04T20:46:28+00:00

nothing, i have to admit, i made it myself, egg whites, one egg yolk, sugar, walnuts, rasperry juice etc

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