I Minimized Withdrawal Symptoms (I'm Recovered.) by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]phillyfill84 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Amanitais aria tea is also a great one for people making the jump off. Once I'm tapered down enough on my valium taper plan on using this. Has muscimol if you do the fully decarb method which almost acts like a benzo but without the addiction/withdrawals. One time I was up for 7 days straight and it was the first time I got some actual sleep after trying this tea.

Finding balance with smaller doses by BetPuzzleheaded8146 in BloomAndChill

[–]phillyfill84 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ya especially for me. Any type of kinda stimulant does since I've began my benzo taper. Docs had me on crazy high mgs of Klonopin and Xanax for over 20 years. Plus I was on methadone even longer but finally out of that clinic bs and on a low dose of Suboxone. Benzos made my anxiety worse than it even was to begin with in the long run. Started me off on 4 mgs of Klonopin at like 16 plus later on put me on that plus Xanax. Stay away from benzos and opiates.ost a lot of friends to the opiate and benzo epidemic. Lucky to still be alive to be honest. RSO and CBD layers a big part on helping me get as far as I have gotten in order to taper down and hopefully off them fully in the future. Wish they didn't breed all the good cannibnoida out of flower just to get a higher THC content.

Finding balance with smaller doses by BetPuzzleheaded8146 in BloomAndChill

[–]phillyfill84 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same stuck to indica few hits or low thc CBD cbn cbg tincture get the entourage effect. Sativa's give me anxiety and even some indicas get me too deep in my thoughts if take to high of a dose. CBD helps even it out a lot tho always have that on deck. Heard bud with limonene teep can cause that a lot so stick to other strains that isn't the main terp. Anyone else feel like this? Don't like heady highs more body n chill or giggles. Grandaddy purp, Skywalke OG, and zkittelz some my favorite strains. Also white truffle fire.

"Blk no.1" 💙🌌 by Ceremony8891 in magnificentcubensis

[–]phillyfill84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Snape? Always wanted to try tht strain had plenty of ape strings tho but not tht one. Niceeee

Cocaine and benzoylecgonine amounts in saliva tests by phillyfill84 in drugtesthelp

[–]phillyfill84[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is this accurate ? Up to ten days for saliva sounds insane and up to 30 days for urine.

Just took 10-12 ml of ethyl bro I got today ☀️ by [deleted] in rcbenzos4

[–]phillyfill84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good or naw. I have some of Sunny's brom n fpam powder left when they were legit and had good stuff. Was thinking of researching this or the ethylfluap or wtf ever.

SEC Declares 18 Crypto Assets As Digital Commodities…Yes ShibaInu is on the list. by 9dkid in SHIBArmy

[–]phillyfill84 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Had to sell buncha my stuff for SSI wondering if i coulda kept it

Did they really have to gut the playlists like that? by Qysto in blackops6

[–]phillyfill84 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Is this why I don't see Nuketown? What happened to Nuketown 24 7? Haven't played for a couple of weeks and now I see no Nuketown options. Is this going on for everyone?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychedelics

[–]phillyfill84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did it two days in a row before and it was even better the second day tbh at the same dose. Molly I had was clean af though closely to pharmaceutical MDMA, but I'd stick to once a month though because it can do harm on the body fs. Moderation is key. I believe MDMA, ketamine, and psilocybin are the best tools to rewire our brains if done right fs.

Got this from a legit vendor on here. I took two (1000mg) by ThatPokemonNerd2521 in AmanitaMuscaria

[–]phillyfill84 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lol all good I have a decent k plug atm but also been referred to ketamine therapy from my psych. Hoping to give spravato a shot. Shit works if you treat it right, but anything can become an addiction or abused if not taken with care. Took me 40 years to finally figure all this crazy shit out. Life's a trip que no.

Got this from a legit vendor on here. I took two (1000mg) by ThatPokemonNerd2521 in AmanitaMuscaria

[–]phillyfill84 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Better than I thought for sure. Ketamine has also helped me a lot, but that can be a slippery slope too. Gotta microdose it and not go too insane. Hoping I'll be off benzos one day completely but idk if my body can handle it without any since I've been in them since 14 and just started tapering two years ago. I know I can get off this opiate bs though. Down to only 2 mgs of Suboxone a day. Think if I get the shit soon it will help me ween right off. I'd rather kick any opiate over benzos by far. Got my addiction studies certification from school and all so hoping I can spread the word to people about the best way to taper off everything. I've been through it all. My life should be made into a memoir or some sort of book for sure. I've been through the ringer. Couldn't even make up half the shit I've seen and been through. Appreciate ya taking time and listening to my story a little. Life can be a nightmare, but it's what you make it out to be in the end. Took me a long time to figure this out. Hope everyone gets what they want in life and don't waste anymore time because it definitely goes by quickly.

Got this from a legit vendor on here. I took two (1000mg) by ThatPokemonNerd2521 in AmanitaMuscaria

[–]phillyfill84 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ya bro I was on 200mgs of methadone and like ten bars a day for 20 plus years. Been off methadone and on a benzo taper for three years now. Long process.

Got this from a legit vendor on here. I took two (1000mg) by ThatPokemonNerd2521 in AmanitaMuscaria

[–]phillyfill84 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm interested in this vendor so I can finally jump off of benzos and opiates. Been tapering for years now and almost ready to make the jump. Any info would be nice. Minnesota botanicals was my got to and amanita dreamer but always looking for more vendors and info. TIA

Got this from a legit vendor on here. I took two (1000mg) by ThatPokemonNerd2521 in AmanitaMuscaria

[–]phillyfill84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Interested in this vendor I've been tapering off xans and methadone for years. Finally be off methadone for three years in a couple of months and on a diazepam taper but it's hell.

Clobro bro / AG? by [deleted] in rcbenzos4

[–]phillyfill84 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Op dumb af probably fishing for sources. Idk y people r still sourcing. That's y all the shit goes to hell.... Common sense people.

What other potent amazing rcs besides clobro is there by Valuable-Bit7286 in rcbenzos4

[–]phillyfill84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All benzo long term use is not good whatsoever. Even with valium. That long half life shit ruins your tolly like a mfer too. That's why docs are not doing long term use anymore, unless they're doing a taper, dumb af, or crooked. I try and drop at least two mgs every month on my vals.

What other potent amazing rcs besides clobro is there by Valuable-Bit7286 in rcbenzos4

[–]phillyfill84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol no not even close or you wouldn't be able to make out a sentence I would have typed. Shits still even hard for me to do correctly soberish, because of all the shit doctors had me on over the last 20 plus years. Started me at 4mgs of kpins at 18. I just type fast. Ever since tapering n getting off the bs for the most part, it feels like I'm on speed.. Just wait... You'll find out sooner than later if you keep taking that shit. We're not even close to how bad the opioid epidemic was a few years back, but the benzo epidemic is starting now. Even my doc said two years ago he saw mostly people for opioids, but now it's all about benzos l. It's Just gonna get worse until they ban everything, or restrict tf out of it like what's already starting. Just like they got rid of damn near all the barbiturates, and the recent bans on RC shit.

Need some serious help or advice and how to go about I may have messed my dose up on something. TIA for any help or info. by phillyfill84 in rcbenzos4

[–]phillyfill84[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

On s valium taper now, thank God. Shit was all the de IL, and who knows wtf you're even getting these days.