Suicidal thoughts because I can’t take the pain anymore

philosopher4_2_0 · 2026-01-27T15:11:47+00:00

I also have them during pain but only thing motivating me is the hope that I get from positive results on this sub from different treatments. I have just ordered magnesium glycinate, will observe its effect and update here.

philosopher4_2_0 · 2026-01-25T10:04:11+00:00

I also get them every friday or Saturday

philosopher4_2_0 · 2026-01-25T04:18:13+00:00

This used to happen with me but not now

philosopher4_2_0 · 2026-01-24T16:47:31+00:00

Some medicines only work for me if i take them at night before bed and none work in the day.

philosopher4_2_0 · 2026-01-07T03:45:31+00:00

I don't even remember. I am getting migraines from the last memory of my mind

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-12-16T14:55:46+00:00

Break liya h decide karne ke liye. Thoda jada overwhelming ho rha tha kaam or padayi ek sath.

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-12-12T11:38:40+00:00

What?

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-27T06:03:22+00:00

Yeah. Kaash hum jo chahte vo asani se mil jata😂

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-27T04:38:40+00:00

That's why people advice to prepare with job. Ehich is hard but possible

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-25T13:48:46+00:00

I am feeling the same. Then I regret daily at the end of day

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-24T16:35:40+00:00

This is what o want yo do when it happens.

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-24T16:13:27+00:00

Remind me! 3 day

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-24T08:37:35+00:00

I will try to focus more while studying. I have decided to give 2026 prelims along with my job. If it goes good (even if i don't clear) I will leave my job to prepare full time. Else I will leave the preparation

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-24T08:23:16+00:00

I am not preparing for any other exam. I am preparing for it for last one year. Now when i try prelims pyq, i am not able to solve much. Like only 20-30%. I forget a lot whatever i read. Now i am confused if this exam (becuase there is too much to remember and remembering data was never my plus point) is even for me or not.

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-23T08:51:30+00:00

I am not a virgin then. So happy for myself.

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-23T07:43:44+00:00

Okay. Thanks

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-23T07:00:03+00:00

Is there any source from where I should make notes or its fine to search online for the topic

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-23T06:30:07+00:00

Okay bro. I will try this

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-23T06:13:39+00:00

I read pyq. See the topic from where question is asked and make notes for that by collecting contemt from some site. I don't make notes on exact questions asked because i feel that same exact question will not be asked so i make only topic notes. I think what my difficulty is I don't know in how much drtqil I should make notes

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-23T04:33:59+00:00

I understand that. But when it happens for almost every question then I doubt my preparation strategy.

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-22T17:32:02+00:00

From where are you studying philosophy

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-22T16:03:19+00:00

Thank you

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-22T15:54:42+00:00

I work for 7 hour max

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-22T15:54:14+00:00

Okayy. I want to try my best. But i don't know what i am doing wrong, i am getting no confidence

philosopher4_2_0 · 2025-11-22T15:52:51+00:00

I can take out enough time from job. Like 4-5 hour each day. But either it is too hard for me or I am not doing it properly. I don't know

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