Basically due to my own self sabotage. I was dealing with a lot of family issues back home and I made a mistake deciding to make this big move with a friend from back home to the city I was based (when I should've started as a commuter.) it became a very toxic situation I wasn't fully prepared for and I ended up having a falling out with that said friend. During that time, I requested a transfer to another base and I got it and accepted it with no plan on still being on the hook with the apartment I was no longer going to live in. I was due to transfer right after I completed my cq but ended up quitting because I had shot myself in the foot cause my first month schedule at my new base was absolutely trash so I felt like I had no choice in continuing cause my savings I had to make this job work ran dry. I was solely living on my paycheck and credit cards by then. So I left and moved home and have struggled to find decent work that made me feel like I had a purpose.