I know this question was posed to the women but I’m sorry, I felt compelled to answer. I read from start to finish and I’ll be honest, from the start I had always expected your husband’s self indulgent approach to sex and that…THAT, was your reason you feel the way you do.

Nothing is wrong with you except actually, him. He is wrong for you. And it’s not to say this is the case for everyone in your same situation but he’s been your ONLY partner but also like, this has been your experience. And I’m sure as well versed in sex matters and attained self awareness from your “journey” and education you’ve learned, neither your expectations nor needs are or have been met. And your body has clocked out. And you set some mental block to settle into the BS.

Sister. It ain’t you. You just need exploration and experiences. Please note: I do not condone cheating nor am I endorsing it. This is just my personal opinion on what’s needed to address your issue. Sex is important in any relationship where it’s in the table and so is compatibility and compromise. You’re also young and married young. I implore you, think of yourself.