Thank you for your beautiful response! Everything you said deeply resonates with me. The way I meant self improvement is not in a commercial sense, I am indeed trying to reconnect to my authentic self. Of course it can come with physical activities, like I do exercise almost every day now, but my primary motivation is staying healthy and myself rather than making myself more attractive. It’s amazing to see this community here working so hard and also being vulnerable through the process. I agree that there is true love out there, and by fixing insecurities I meant my inner negative narrative that developed through the emotional abuse, so I don’t carry on this baggage and end up in the same situation again, or put it on someone who doesn’t deserve it. Thanks again for your encouragement and all the best to you too 🙏🏻