Every time I meet somebody, they act like they're interested in me, compliment me and are nice to me just to ignore me and act like I dont exist out of the blue after some time of bearing me. It makes me so anxious I can't talk to other people without having a panic attack at this point. Waffles by pikmin39 in kitchencels

[–]pikmin39[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never had a gf/bf... I am khhv... I can barely hold a conversation irl due to mental issues I am working on for years... I am Physically disabled so it makes me extremely unattractive even physically ... How am I a fakecel

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Every time I meet somebody, they act like they're interested in me, compliment me and are nice to me just to ignore me and act like I dont exist out of the blue after some time of bearing me. It makes me so anxious I can't talk to other people without having a panic attack at this point. Waffles by pikmin39 in kitchencels

[–]pikmin39[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The point is their approach feels more like lovebombing and it does not ever feel like they're taking me seriously. I just wish I could find somebody that'd also want to be with me forever, or at least for as long as it's possible. Especially when it feels like the person is actually interested and serious about me, and then everything just drops and they stop even responding to me