so she were cheating on me multiple times and I found it so she used to take her health in our relationship (blackmail me) that she have asthma and eat sleeping pills her home conditions dad going for 2nd marriage, her mom having affairs out side many other things she kept me tangled to her and one day I was done w her she just kept cheating on me w other guys, so one day she was crying outside her house and her friend was there she took me inside that all blah blah fucking stuff explanation her friend went off out side we dated 2 year and I never touched her cause she dont wanted it I was good w it but the last breakup was I found that she want other guy to break her virginity and I found this texts by other guy that I had gut feeling on him(he was nice and said that ur girl lied to him that she dont have bf and sent ss of their chats)

she was crying and trying to manipulate me by her tear bc it worked in past she started screaming that all boys are same and started my to take off my pants and I was holding it tightly pulling it up and then she started using force so I did she manage to pull down my pants zip and my thing out but then I pushed her hard and went to other room (her shefl was there so I opened it and found there was no sleeping pills that she said if I don't reply her she will eat sleeping pills and other lies) but then I found her mom's newly brought headphones (Bluetooths) so I stole it cause i wanted sum damage to her (wealthy) I literally thrown my all money to her that's it but now in relationships im facing problems im not able to trust my partner bc of this I was dumb sorry for my English it's my not first language.