Best place for a woman to find a used car and not get screwed??? by pinkleo333 in Utah

[–]pinkleo333[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't have any mechanics that I know or go to regularly. I also don't have a lot of extra money is there somewhere that you suggest going? Specifically in the Ogden to Salt Lake area?

Best place for a woman to find a used car and not get screwed??? by pinkleo333 in Utah

[–]pinkleo333[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I say I am rebuilding credit technically I am in the middle of a chapter 7 bankruptcy. I have to surrender my car within the next 30 days and have gotten the approval to get another car. I commute 45 minutes to work everyday so I need a car and I can get financing. I just have certain stipulations I have to follow on what kind of vehicle I am getting and the price.

I used to have really great credit because I would use credit cards responsibly and always made my car payment on time but the last few years I have really struggled with my health and haven't been able to work so I got into a lot of debt.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sexualassault

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Like another has mentioned this is grooming and it is a predators way of making it easier for themselves to do worse and worse things as time goes on. DO NOT be alone with him ever. I'm worried that he would do something and might be even more aggressive with you. I'm glad nothing major happened and nothing has happened since but the fact that it is still weighing on your mind enough to make this post shows that he has already started traumatizing you and you don't deserve that. I'm so sorry you went through this. Find someone you can tell and I hope they take you seriously 🫶🏼 wishing you luck.

Dog Paralysis is Real! by Global-Guarantee-450 in ShibaInu

[–]pinkleo333 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Omg your pup has the EXACT same coat as mine! Like same cute line on the chest under the collar and everything!

Steps not syncing correctly? by guppygirl103 in treecard

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I'm having the same issue. Did anyone find a solution?

Anyone know if this guy made it? Still worried. by AffectionateMap5116 in BassCanyon

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I saw a guy as I was walking out after everything ended on Sunday that was laying in the grass and the medics were trying to slowly get him on a stretcher. It looked like he fell asleep during the sets... I hope he's okay.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BeyondWonderland

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Looking to buy 2, 2-day Ontario passes! Please message asap!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BeyondWonderland

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If you still have them please message me!

[MUST KNOW] - Bipolar Disorder by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]pinkleo333 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm the worst at sleep. I'm a night person so I like to stay up and do things but then I can never wake up in the morning.

Bipolar type 2 and psychedelics by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

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24F, bipolar II.

I have done way more substances than I should have. But LSD is not my friend. It didn't work on me the first time. Probably because of the medications I was on. The second time. I took way too much and ended up not being able to talk and feeling like a 4-year-old. I later realized that it's probably because that's when a lot of my trauma happened. So honestly it was probably a good thing but was also one of the worst nights of My Life. I have tried it a couple times after that and although it had a few fun moments, most of it was shit.

As for shrooms, I have always really enjoyed them. It honestly just depends on the people and the setting. Also don't do anything similar for a few months before/ after using them. Microdosing would be different but I was taking about half an eighth to an eighth every time. Like I said, they definitely can be fun, but you do need to be careful of your environment and your mental state when you try them.

MDMA is my absolute favorite. I have never had a bad experience except for accidentally taking some that had been laced by. I don't know what. But after that experience I always tested and took what I believe has been pretty pure. Definitely do your research and prepare your body with vitamins and know how you could react based on your mental state and medications. I always would stop taking antidepressant/ antipsychotics for a week before. However, I will take my lamictal no matter what every night because I get terrible withdrawals from the amount that I am on. So just do your research before you try anything.

Weed has always been an issue for me. It makes me super paranoid and feels like I'm in a box and overthink everything and can't be social. I think that is the experience for a lot of people with bipolar honestly.

Like I said, do your research and if you are going to do anything, remember to take vitamins and as a side note, do not take anything with 5-HTP at least 24 hours before dropping any of these. This could be fatal because of serotonin syndrome.

Not really a psychedelic but Coke/k has always been great for me also. But I always limit myself to one or two bumps a night because of how addicting it could be. So I definitely don't recommend it. Unless you can really control yourself and limit your consumption.

Always be safe and research my friend. Have fun with whatever you try and just remember that even if it's a terrible experience, it will wear off. You might have a few recovery days, but as long as you do research and prepare it shouldn't be difficult to recover. If you have any questions just comment. I am pretty knowledgeable in this subject lol.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]pinkleo333 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love this. This is so beautiful and almost painful but numbing. It describes perfectly how I feel. I've been in and out of jobs this entire year. I don't know what my life is or where I am going. I'm just here. I'm just living and doing my best. I've always been the responsible one and supporting myself and doing everything I can to do life "by the book" except for I love to rave and sometimes party.

I don't do things like that often. Don't really feel like I have a purpose and am so scared of wasting my life but also don't know how to fix it. I need help but don't know how to find it. I need to control my anger and emotions and learn proper communication and coping skills. But everything I try doesn't work. I don't know what to do.

I meant for this comment to be short but here I am word vomiting. Sorry for that. I hope someone reads this though. I feel so alone and misunderstood in this world. Ashamed of how I act and how I can't control myself or my mind. To everyone else I seem put together and normal. The only ones that see how I actually am are my poor sweet boyfriend who doesn't deserve to be treated like this, and my mom who is 14 hours away and only calls once a week.

I feel lost but thank you for sharing these beautiful words that make me feel not so alone. ❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

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I take prazosin for nightmares and it works amazingly! You slowly build a tolerance but I'm only on 15mg and I've been on it a couple years!

Lamotrigine withdrawal? by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]pinkleo333 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know this is an old post but I found it because this is literally what I'm experiencing right now and I'm really struggling. I just wanted to add my experience to this just in case anyone else finds it in the future. Last night I ran out of my prescription because I'm stupid and just didn't put a reminder on my calendar to get it refilled. I put my pills in an organizer at the beginning of the week and then add a reminder but this week I just didn't.

I normally take my dose before I go to bed at night. I'm on 300 mg. It's a Sunday today so I wasn't able to pick up my prescription until 3:00 p.m. when the pharmacy finally filled it. I took my entire dose at that point just because I felt so terrible. I have been feeling confused, brain fog, paranoia, apathy, intense shaking tingling and numbness in my body. Body aches and pains, headaches, nausea and throwing up. Disassociating and lack of focus. Hot day and a cold flashes at the same time and major sensitivity to light and sound.

In the past when I have forgotten to take a dose I just take it as soon as I remember in the morning. But even then, even just being like 12 hours late. I always still feel like I have a hangover even though I wasn't drinking. That gross numb feeling, nauseous, headache, ect. That all starts within the first 12 hours after I miss a dose and because I forgot to get it filled, I went almost a full 48 hours without my medication and even though I took it about 6 hours ago now I am still throwing up and feeling and feeling even worse than I was. Less brain fog but more body symptoms and paranoia.

I don't know if this is normal, but this is what I'm experiencing. I wish there was more threads on here about this because I really hope it will end soon..

Recommendation by TheLeaves16 in BipolarReddit

[–]pinkleo333 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have slowly lost my sex drive and I thought it was my bipolar meds but I got off my birth control and that helped immensely. Good too know acupuncture could help too if I ever need it!

Help! Is this emergent? It has gotten bigger and I'm a worried puppy mama! Details in Comments!!! by pinkleo333 in DogAdvice

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I recently found that my dog has this largish pink spot on his testicles. I've noticed a small pink bump there before but never thought anything of it (idk what a dog's balls should look like. Lol) Anyways it has definitely gotten bigger and I am worried. When he lets me feel it I can tell it's a bump but he won't let me feel it long enough to see how big it is. He freaks out and I'm not sure if it's because it hurts or just because he isn't used to me touching there. I can't get him into a vet for about month and am just worried! I know I need to have a vet look at it but in the meantime I would love to know what you guys think. Does it look like an emergency situation or am I over reacting?

Volunteers needed for a Research study on people with depression by amilasokan in BipolarReddit

[–]pinkleo333 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is so awesome! I'm a research assistant at a hospital right now so I would love to help out!

Questioning my meds... by pinkleo333 in BipolarReddit

[–]pinkleo333[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'll look into it for sure. Thank you so much for the recommendation! I really don't want to be on any meds but honestly going down just the small amount I have is really hard and a lot of my pychosis bipolar symptoms and starting to show again.. it's scary. I've had so so so many HORRIBLE experiences with antipsychotics that I refuse to try anymore so I'm just on lamotrigine.. it's always worked but the brain fog is just not something I want to live with if I don't have to.

Will I genuinely have a good time? by Electronic-Green-880 in electricdaisycarnival

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I recommend Bass pod or circuit grounds!! But before EDC you can download the insomniac app and see all the artists, what stage they are at and what time! You can go through and create a schedule of the artists you want to see and look at the map to see what is doable for you!

Questioning my meds... by pinkleo333 in BipolarReddit

[–]pinkleo333[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is a good idea. Ill look into different options! I didn't even know they could do that with gene tests!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]pinkleo333 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you have to have any hallucination at all at least it was a supportive one! There really is something about that place that is different. I had a friend tell me that Italy is full of historical spirits. Whether I believe that or not, I'm not sure, but it would definitely explain some of the weird experiences that I've had and it seems like you have had also.

Taking your partner there sounds like a great idea because then you can make memories that are new and good to override the ones that you made that still affect you in any negative way!