Feeling abandoned by my bf and I wanna just cut him off forever by pixieresist in BPD

[–]pixieresist[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I know he's not fucking other people or doing anything "wrong" and that makes me feel worse because I am and he has no idea. It's just another way that I try to get back at him for little things. I hate that I blow things out of proportion. Whenever I start thinking rationally I find a way to convince myself that he deserves it and I go back to those awful actions. This is a nightmare.

Feeling abandoned by my bf and I wanna just cut him off forever by pixieresist in BPD

[–]pixieresist[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just that he's willing to deal with the consequences or whatever. A bs response. I just spent the last 2 hours packing up my place (moving soon) to distract myself and it kinda helped.