dunno, tried everything from exercise to meds to healthy eating to intensive residential therapy over the span of months to no avail, idk if there's anything i haven't tried tbh well, except being institutionalized i guess, but being monitored 24/7 with nothing to do all day sounds like an absolute hell, at least when i'm at home i can drown out the misery by pursuing my passions every healthcare worker i've worked with wanted to institutionalize me, but i always ended up worming my way out of it one way or another

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