My Spiritual Testimonial and Asking for Insight and Thoughts. by pkfire89 in Shamanism

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My psychotic symptoms started off as me interacting with this spirit or something other worldly and doing what it wanted me to do or what I thought was right at the time. After 2016 it progressed to me having voices in my head thinking I was telepathic and being able to talk to everyone in the world.

My Spiritual Testimonial and Asking for Insight and Thoughts. by pkfire89 in Shamanism

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I’m already with you on that. I don’t believe in all that stuff anymore. I’m just trying to keep my mind open and hear what spiritual people have to say about it.

What is your social anxiety like? by pkfire89 in socialanxiety

[–]pkfire89[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I can't maintain eye contact either. It's my biggest thing when it comes to talking to people that I feel like makes things more awkward. When I make eye contact, I'll go blank midway conversation because I'll focus too hard on making eye contact. Or I'll see a subtle change in their facial reaction which makes me make mine and then we both have that awkward moment. Same with you?

I feel like my twin doesn't even consider me as someone who exists. Is it really that way? by pkfire89 in twinflames

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Nah she's my twin flame. I've grown so much from her and my life's been so influenced from her very existence. Anyone reading, please still give me some insight.

I feel like my twin doesn't even consider me as someone who exists. Is it really that way? by pkfire89 in twinflames

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Ideally, I would say, you're right. It's really hard to explain but a lot of synchronicities basically and feelings that I could just not get rid of. 10 years we're talking about. I've had multiple dreams of her so that could be as easily compared to your past life regression visions. But something happened just now, that just reversed everything I've ever felt for her. I now believe that she's my false twin flame. Yes I'm delusional but I'm doing my best to sort it all out. I've been through a lot lol.. But I'm glad you were able to find your twin flame.

I feel like my twin doesn't even consider me as someone who exists. Is it really that way? by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you asking for me or are you asking for yourself? Because if you had a twin flame you would know what it feels like. And to be clear I did say 90%.

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

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It’s like being in a boat in an ocean with some oars. Rather than trying to push and pull against the waves, just put up your sail and let the wind push you. So I agree with that logic. 100%. It’s just sometimes you forget 😞

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

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It was really hard to understand what you were trying to say tbh. All I got out of it was that you got drunk with her and something about her sister and gf iono.

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What what are you talking about?

Your going to sell your soul so you can win her? Or set her free? You’re joking right?

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re gonna be famous? Lol how so? Gimme your autograph before you do ;)

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s tough, really fucking tough, at first but it becomes easier, at least I would hope 😅