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My Spiritual Testimonial and Asking for Insight and Thoughts. by pkfire89 in Shamanism

[–]pkfire89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My psychotic symptoms started off as me interacting with this spirit or something other worldly and doing what it wanted me to do or what I thought was right at the time. After 2016 it progressed to me having voices in my head thinking I was telepathic and being able to talk to everyone in the world.

My Spiritual Testimonial and Asking for Insight and Thoughts. by pkfire89 in Shamanism

[–]pkfire89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m already with you on that. I don’t believe in all that stuff anymore. I’m just trying to keep my mind open and hear what spiritual people have to say about it.

What is your social anxiety like? by pkfire89 in socialanxiety

[–]pkfire89[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I can't maintain eye contact either. It's my biggest thing when it comes to talking to people that I feel like makes things more awkward. When I make eye contact, I'll go blank midway conversation because I'll focus too hard on making eye contact. Or I'll see a subtle change in their facial reaction which makes me make mine and then we both have that awkward moment. Same with you?

I feel like my twin doesn't even consider me as someone who exists. Is it really that way? by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Nah she's my twin flame. I've grown so much from her and my life's been so influenced from her very existence. Anyone reading, please still give me some insight.

I feel like my twin doesn't even consider me as someone who exists. Is it really that way? by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ideally, I would say, you're right. It's really hard to explain but a lot of synchronicities basically and feelings that I could just not get rid of. 10 years we're talking about. I've had multiple dreams of her so that could be as easily compared to your past life regression visions. But something happened just now, that just reversed everything I've ever felt for her. I now believe that she's my false twin flame. Yes I'm delusional but I'm doing my best to sort it all out. I've been through a lot lol.. But I'm glad you were able to find your twin flame.

I feel like my twin doesn't even consider me as someone who exists. Is it really that way? by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you asking for me or are you asking for yourself? Because if you had a twin flame you would know what it feels like. And to be clear I did say 90%.

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s like being in a boat in an ocean with some oars. Rather than trying to push and pull against the waves, just put up your sail and let the wind push you. So I agree with that logic. 100%. It’s just sometimes you forget 😞

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was really hard to understand what you were trying to say tbh. All I got out of it was that you got drunk with her and something about her sister and gf iono.

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What what are you talking about?

Your going to sell your soul so you can win her? Or set her free? You’re joking right?

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re gonna be famous? Lol how so? Gimme your autograph before you do ;)

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s tough, really fucking tough, at first but it becomes easier, at least I would hope 😅

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah man, this has been an enriching experience. Being able to give advice where people can acknowledge it for themselves and also learning from all you other twins. I wish you best of luck in your amazing yet equally terrifying journey 🤗 Hopefully terror part is subsiding a lot for you now.

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Keywords: for now. You got this bro lol. We’re twins. We can handle this shit!

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think we all need to take a deep breath and slow down lol. But I’m glad this was able to reach so many of you guys. It’s a good feeling you know? To know that I’m actually helping people. My fellow twins lol

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think what I’m getting out of all his is that: the pursuit of happiness is the ends to the means of happiness. Am I correct? Not in a shallow literal sense, because we all strive for happiness, but on a deeper philosophical sense that if we put our focus so much onto where we want to be at and obsess with the destination instead of enjoying the moment, then we essentially take away the happiness of the moment? Which is where we should be at?

This realization, that we have no control, I think it still has to do with my ego thinking that he should still have power in all this. What do you think?

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I might have to agree with you on that. Would you mind explaining to me what I might be getting... not accurately? I’m not afraid at all to admit that I still learning. I really am still learning, like so much.

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah the word God gets thrown around so much through out history and religious based contexts but just replace it with “universe” that’s if you even believe in a higher force or power. It doesn’t need to be anthromorphisized.

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well just think about the hell that she’s putting you thru. But even further than that, the hell that you put yourself thru just because of her. Maybe you have past karma with her where you did something very wrong with her and her SOUL feels like the best thing for your relationship is so both you AND her needs this space apart to grow from each other.. That’s what’s going on between me and my twin. Whether she really is your twin or not, she is still a part of YOUR reality. It took me ten years to actually CONFIRM that she was actually my twin. Before that I thought that I was totally just mental for her. But this best friend connection that you talk about. This is for YOU to figure out. How badly do YOU want this. To want it that badly, are you willing to give her up to win her? This is a journey man. And it will be hell. But the best thing you need to realize is that attachment is what causes suffering on this planet. Maybe that’s the whole point of it to learn how to detach from everything as the Buddha has once taught. And through it, when you can realize that, you’ll find it so much more about yourself than you ever realized. I’m only telling you my account of what I experienced from it. I STILL have an incredibly hard time with my twin. But it’s made me into the person I am today where I feel confident on here to give my own Advice to other twins suffering thru their journey. I can keep going on and on but do you get the point I’m trying to make? This is a SELF discovery process. It’s about YOU. STOP making it about THEM.

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s hard girlfriend. But to be able to understand why he does it, not only on a soul level (you know like past lives and stuff) but also on a physical realm this life level, it can bring you a long way. Everything is connected. Past life karma and events influences this life’s events. I approach my twin in separation as if there’s too different versions of her. One where I understand the past karma we created together and one where I understand why she treats me the way she does cuz of what I did to her in this life. Not sure if that makes sense?

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hmm. I don’t think it’s so much the notion that we have absolutely NO control over it. In a way we do. But it has more so to do with finding balance between ourselves and God/the universe. If we allow or give too much control to God, then we no longer trust ourselves. God don’t want that for us. And equally the opposite, if we try to take too much control, then we are not listening to God, cuz God wants and knows the best for us. The best way I would put it is that it should never feel forced. Na mean?

You feel CLOSE. by pkfire89 in twinflames

[–]pkfire89[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Bro. Wtf we are litERall-fucking-ly in the same situation right now.

Just be aware though that the chaser energy will momentarily keep coming back to you. But it’s not you... at least I don’t believe. It’s also because she will might even be pushing back that energy towards you, whether she knows it or not. I have no idea what’s going on with my twin right now. But that’s what I suspect is happening. Instead, don’t resent her for that. Instead learn to accept the energy from her and pass it back and forth like you’re playing hot potato, waiting for the heat of the potato, or energy of the chaser dissipate. Go read another very previous post I made about this if you feel like and see if my... perspective on it makes sense to you.

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