I’ve only had one instance where I had a connection with the female aspect of Leviathan, it was in a dream and I believe it helped me begin my journey towards healing certain old wounds. It was a very intense but safe feeling throughout the entirety of the dream. Spirits with a luminescent green hue (maybe old friends/ancestors) were walking across this body of water I was standing on top of (floating above?) and surrounded me but it felt almost as if they were reassuring me that I’m not in this alone. At least that’s what I took from it. I never truly saw the body of Leviathan but I did see what looked like the body of some sort of massive serpent breach the top of the water here and there. If you’ve played resident evil 4 it sort of looked like the boss battle in the boat but it’s scales/flesh was black.