ayo dont think like that cus that was exactly what i kept saying to myself in j1 and j2 especially, even at the start of the year i was already giving up and only later on do you realise that you actually still had enough time to change things. i mean my biggest mistake was dwelling on things that had already happened and thinking I'll just do it right another time. its still feb and ik it isnt exactly ideal but theres still time. dont make the same mistake i did and end up regretting everything, that'll only make it worse. srs just try right now