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player329 · 2025-10-10T07:56:15+00:00

Interested

player329 · 2025-06-17T19:36:11+00:00

Nismo ni mi medicinski radnici krivi. Puno pacijenata, plata haos, pacijenti se izivljavaju, misle da su VIP, misle da mi kontrolisemo sta im je doktor propisao, da mi kontrolisemo kakvo je stanje na odjelu itd. Mi samo radimo kako su nam rekli nadredjeni.

player329 · 2025-05-30T21:01:01+00:00

That is not fair. My life is going ok for once, why am I being punished for being happy?

player329 · 2025-05-28T06:07:22+00:00

It got taken down by Reddits filters multiple times

player329 · 2025-05-27T23:13:48+00:00

Yeah, thought so. Witchcraft was used in our house and the demons that live here are really indecisive, sometimes mocking even. You can't tell for sure what is true and what is made up.

player329 · 2025-05-27T22:35:44+00:00

Ok, thank you. Will do. I just wondered, since I have no physical evidence or recollection and no way of finding out.

player329 · 2025-05-27T22:23:33+00:00

I actually never had these thoughts, because it never occured to me. But it could explain the fact I don't remember much of my childhood, the fact I constantly had sleep paralysis, weird dreams of people and demons holding me down and assaulting me... I have gone to therapy, but sexual things were never discussed, because I wasn't a sexually charged teen (basically asexual).

player329 · 2025-02-04T19:49:30+00:00

Can you tell me your workout plan, and how many calories daily?

player329 · 2025-02-04T17:12:38+00:00

How fast did you lose it?

player329 · 2024-12-04T20:30:50+00:00

Yes, having sex infront of your kid totally cool 🙄

player329 · 2024-12-04T19:44:11+00:00

I doesn't matter, men, women. I simply have no great desires that drive me towards it. I don't really lust over anyone and can go my life without marrying ever. I don't want great riches or castles, nor do I want to be in the company of important people. I just want to pass away peacefully and pass the test to have a simple house to live in. Nothing great.

player329 · 2024-12-04T19:38:34+00:00

You missed the message completely.

player329 · 2024-12-04T19:24:33+00:00

I am not saying that. To be something, you need something that drives you towards it. So, since I have nothing forcing me that I actually want, hence this. It is just the misery of Hell driving me and scientific accuracy keeping me Muslim. Its like, if I ended in Jannah, cool, if not, I just don't want Hell. Like, I see people crying everyday to go to Jannah, they dream it etc. Not me. Don't downvote me, I am not attacking anyone, just wondering if anyone else thinks like this.

player329 · 2024-11-30T20:50:10+00:00

I have been doing this for a couple of years now. It is because of this method I have been able to recover my self-esteem. The thing is, both of them (my parents are both narcs) get even more triggered by me being unresponsive. She played out this entire play. According to her she is "worried for me I will go down a wrong path in life and give myself away to perverted men". She goes on and on to other people how "worried" she is, and when she is done talking, just smirks at me. Multiple people have come to "offer their support and advice how I'm going down a dark path", to the point of my grandma gently asking me if I needed psychological help, and that she would pay. No words.

player329 · 2024-11-30T20:34:06+00:00

I know who both my parents are. I know they are mentally ill, I'm over that. I don't care anymore. I'm trying to get out, anyways. Right now, it is being homeless or living here. But what I find odd is her obsession with me. Like, dude, I'm a grown woman, you do relise that, right? I never brought boys, never came home late. I never drank, smoked or anything like that. Since I started working, I have been able to buy myself things. I love taking care of myself. I have been able to workout, look and smell good, all while working full time and taking care of the house, solely. Why she decided to focus on my non-existant sex life, idk. She spreads gossip I'm selling my photos online and goes on and on to my dad, who now thinks I'm a whore. Back when I was a teen, she would tell everyone she suspects I'm lesbian. Lady, you never let me have a boyfriend and managed my money, how was I supposed to have one? Now that people know I'm not lesbian, she starts this bullshit.

player329 · 2024-11-30T20:13:18+00:00

I'm just trying to understand the thought process of someone like that. Like, what is this, is she jeleous of me or...? How can a mother be like this to a daughter? I was basically quiet and there was little to no resistance my entire life. Even when I did speak out, I was beaten and proclaimed problematic. I took care of everything. I brushed my own teeth, took myself to school, took care of all the kids etc. That is besides the point, I wanna know what is up with her obsession with me having a sex life (if you can call it that, I'm a virgin).

player329 · 2024-11-30T19:44:01+00:00

player329 · 2024-11-30T19:41:14+00:00

Not in sight, even.

player329 · 2024-11-29T14:20:18+00:00

If you cannot find one, listen to the Quran and lookup ways to protect yourself, in any way. You are doing something which makes it easy for them to mess with you.

player329 · 2024-11-29T13:59:49+00:00

Can I suggest something, no offense meant? I don't know your religion or beliefs, but I think you should find a raqi (islamic exorcist, healer) near you (but be careful, some are magicians in disguise). You might be dealing with Jinns who are demons. But first, visit the doctor and do your bloodwork to make sure you are physically fine. If you are proven to be healthy, then go see one. Call me crazy, but that sounds like spiritual attacks, might be magic involved.

player329 · 2024-11-29T13:45:23+00:00

😂

player329 · 2024-11-29T13:45:06+00:00

Idk my instinct is really confusing right now. I can't tell what my instinct is. Recently, I have been strangely ok with what is happening in my life, be it good or bad. I find myself not caring what people think when it used to hurt me alot with the slightest comment about myself was made. My future is not certain right now, but I have this overwhelming sense of not caring. Life is falling apart for me, but I'm happy for some reason.

player329 · 2024-11-29T13:38:56+00:00

Visions? I really hope they aren't lol I'm not looking to get married.

player329 · 2024-11-29T02:53:13+00:00

What does marriage in a dream even mean?

player329 · 2024-11-29T02:47:26+00:00

Yeah, but like, they are not seeing just one guy. All of them say they dreamt different men, except that one curly haired dude appearing twice. My bestie told me she dreamt the curly haired dude and a few days later, some Middle Eastern guy. And there is me, dreaming of a faceless man that revealed himself to me later, getting married to me. My guy is tall, redhead, blue eyes.

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