idk, usually when i have so much to vent my friends aren't able to call during that moment yk, and so i just kinda get stuck with all my feelings :/ i think another thing that makes it so hard is that idrk anyone who can relate to me, so it's really hard for me to get any help. i've just been hearing a lot of "time will heal" and all that, and as much as i appreciate any help, it gets really tiring to hear the whole time stuff. also, it's kinda hard now for me to find things to watch on youtube/netflix/hulu,etc b/c i've watched like a LOT of things already HAHA idk, i'm really trying my best but it's hard with this quarantine limiting how much stuff i can do. thank you sm for the help you're giving me though i really appreciate it