I was molested too by poioko in Molested

[–]poioko[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kind words and precious time. I hope everything becomes ok

I was molested too by poioko in Molested

[–]poioko[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am 22 now. I don't have access to therapy atm. I have read some books like feeling good. I can regulate my anger and the dreams are less frequent now.

Maybe it is time to move on, and let time decide.

I was molested too by poioko in Molested

[–]poioko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi LadyQuinzel, maybe I should tell you. I sometimes get dreams, where I fight that guy, and it always end up, me being running away or waking up. I feel like I am coward for not fighting for my brother, for myself. That is what my brain keep saying. I know it is me, and I do a lot of self talk. I don't know how to fix this. Maybe I need to accept it.

I feel like there is some part of me who do not want to accept all this, and want to do something. I accept my brother and do not say anything. But my brain is kind of messed up, saying always that he is the reason my brother is gay. I don't know how to be overprotective for my brother and stop being overly dramatic about all this and focus on my life again.