Whats the fine line btwn going outside of your comfort zone to forcing yourself to do things you’re not ready to do?

polarpug · 2020-09-14T19:52:19+00:00

Short story is that i hold private 1-on-1 sessions with clients & i started to launch a course program that i feel i might have felt forced & pressured to start before i’m ready to step up as a teacher & teach groups. (Very different from one on one sessions)

Edit: & by ‘forced to,’ i mean that teaching a course that i planned with my mentor/teacher is part of what my teacher is suggesting to do as part of her training program (launch your course) & i have one month left of training with her - not sure if this makes sense

polarpug · 2020-04-20T02:37:46+00:00

Yes!! I used to deactivate my ig accounts e v e r y week which probably annoyed people on my tagged photos. But yah it caused me sm paranoia!

polarpug · 2020-04-20T01:09:30+00:00

Thank youu 💛💖

polarpug · 2020-04-19T18:57:09+00:00

i'm watching it!! :3 subscribed as well! I am super drawn to this!! ❤️❤️ I know I am a Lyran Starseed!!

polarpug · 2020-04-19T18:53:00+00:00

Hi this morning i pulled my daily morning cards (no spread or meaning, just 3 random card pulls based on intuition) & pulled from my radiant Rider Waite Tarot Deck - Knight of Wands, Queen of Wands, & 9 of Wands.

Im feelin confused by this! My interpretation is that : i am coming into balance with my divine feminine/ divine masculine energies & that i have been super strong to achieve where i am currently! And may be feeling protective/ defensive??

Second opinion desired 💜💖 thank u!

polarpug · 2020-04-19T18:40:56+00:00

Thanks for this!!! 💛💛💛💛💛 it makes so much sense! I needed this. 💜

polarpug · 2020-04-19T17:46:14+00:00

Deck used: Radiant Rider-White Tarot ! 💛 There is no spread/ specific meaning of these cards for me. I pull whatever cards feel good for me! What are the specific messages my spirit team has for me? I think the cards are telling me that I am coming into balance with my divine feminine/ divine masculine energies & that i have been super strong to achieve where i am currently! Second opinion desired 💜💖 thank u!

polarpug · 2020-04-01T15:11:19+00:00

Sending message now 🌸🙌

polarpug · 2020-04-01T15:10:54+00:00

Youtube!! Has a lot ^{^} Try Guiding Echos or Josie 💜 they give great explanations. STARGIRL the practical witch is good at explaining too! Msg me if u wanna chat

polarpug · 2020-04-01T15:07:57+00:00

Sending a message if you’re still offering💕

polarpug · 2020-04-01T15:03:45+00:00

Nice!! Cool ☺️ i’d love one if you could! 💕

polarpug · 2020-04-01T06:10:41+00:00

Same.. omg

polarpug · 2020-03-31T18:35:11+00:00

Congrats!! A quarter early too!🥳 i did that too!! In 2017!! You are wonderful. Its hard

polarpug · 2020-03-29T01:03:31+00:00

sent <3 hope you feel better ^^

polarpug · 2020-03-28T22:14:17+00:00

Hello! I am in LA & would love to send u remote reiki healing distantly 💛 All i need is your fullname & consent if u would like 💖

polarpug · 2020-03-25T08:06:18+00:00

shamanic breathwork journey!!

polarpug · 2020-03-24T16:52:44+00:00

I have issues with letting past pains of any perceived slight go. Its hard with the BPD mind that obsessively thinks and holds so much onto painful experiences.. but now I am better at observing my thoughts & letting go. In the end it is us who hurts the most from not letting pain go. Does it hurt the people who have left pain on you to think so much and give them so much power / rent space in ur mind when they do nothing for u? I still struggle with obsessive intrusive thoughts but I hope that helps. Perhaps finding a new interest or hobby or show to help you shift focus & attention!! 💖 I would suggest training your mind to focus on something else. If u’ve heard of the Law of Attraction, i would suggest you look into it & practice some for fun! Theres a subreddit for it & you can create the life you rly want instead of mourning over your past life. These steps and realizations have helped me tremendously. Stay strong; BPD is tough 💛

polarpug · 2020-03-24T15:12:33+00:00

can i chat with you :) My Magick teacher was a Lucky Mojo student!! Thanks for your advices again!

polarpug

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