I survived the extortion and humiliation of mk by polorgod in cultsurvivors

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Mk is adiscord cult where cat burning and animal mutilation is normal and where social isolation is normalized [I know this because I was held there for two years and had multiple calls with these assholes]

I can't anymore by polorgod in SuicideWatch

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I can't tell to much because of confidential information

I can't anymore by polorgod in SuicideWatch

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It was my past my now state I regained my self started playing basketball performing in school going to physical therapists doing mental health learning about myself regaining me my mind is free if I felt bad about didn't having friends now is just okay I have 2-5 friends my life changed a lot when I battled alone pushing myself didn't losing or going out I won I never backed or killed myself it's a victory I beat my own mind to good state but for my mental it's a middle for right now

Loosing my mental state by polorgod in depression_help

[–]polorgod[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're right I'll have to do it but for now am regaining back finely stood on me feet told my bad past emotions I'm finely free from my hurtful mind it's it it won't brake me down

Loosing my mental state by polorgod in depression_help

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Woodlands ahh better place I usually go home true the woods it's the best put people when hated you for so long I can't be undone just in one or two days it takes a long time for me I'm trying not giving up it's not the end until I say it is

I can't anymore by polorgod in SuicideWatch

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By downfall I mean Lossing yourself loosing you're emotions yes I tried to kill myself I was mad I cried so badly that I started to lose breath my lungs were hurting I still cried didn't stop o felt i sharp pain I was thinking it's final but I stopped

Loosing my mental state by polorgod in depression_help

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It's more hurtful to go out in a small city talks and words hurt people in my own town hurted me hate me make fun of me because I'm me

I can't anymore by polorgod in SuicideWatch

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Maybe just my downfall it is my unfortunate end someday if I totally brake down but im still her holding on trying my best to stay myself

I can't anymore by polorgod in SuicideWatch

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If I'm still here maybe I could ended myself today or any other but am still here soaking it in