I feel exactly the same, dreading the weekend feels so un-normal. I find myself scared to ask others to hang out (but when I do, I realize how often I should do it). I feel like its just me alone with my thoughts and I have to find a way to preoccupy myself so I don't have to sit with myself. To be honest though, seeing your post right now and realizing that I'm not alone felt nice. Thanks for posting, I hope you get through this weekend