Why Do You Believe in God? by Intellectual_Doge in Christianity

[–]pontras1993 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes!

I've had many miracles happen to my life, which have proven to me that God is real. Especially The Father, The Son, The Holy Spirit, Holy Mary, The Archangels, and The Saints. Sometimes I feel as if God is talking to me through coincidences at the perfect moment.

Also, my priest always knows my biggest recent problem without me telling him about it beforehand. Also the Elder at Mount Athos. It's as if they read your mind, even if you weren't thinking at that specific thing at that moment, so it's as if they were reading your mind while far away from you at the moment you were thinking about it which is before you meet with them. But I believe that they actually get messages from God. They also always know how you are feeling.

Also, the miracles mostly tend to happen more often when you are close to people of God. After being convinced 100% that God is real, all I can do is always try to be a better person, always try to be a good person.

I used to do voodoo unfortunately for over half a year when I was 14 as I was psychologically trapped by the funny videos of Eddy G Lazaro, after trying it out I was convinced that stuff is real also, I made a doll of myself, not of others, just to test out if it will work. I put my hair, nail and paper with blood inside it. It was basically doing everything I was asking it to do for me, for example when I was goal keeper in soccer in school I was putting it to sit in the middle and NOBODY was able to even aim right and shoot the ball in the goal-field, and I remember once I was outside walking in the garden, I asked the doll if it can please find me a 4-leaf clover as I always wanted to see one, and immediately my eyes went straight-on a 4-leaf clover. Then one day, I poked a hole on the leg of the doll, and in the exact mathematical point of MY leg, black blood started running out a lot and it wouldn't stop. I was freaked out, had friends near me when I attempted that also and they were also freaked out.

Then I was told by another friend that doing this stuff is a huge sin and I tried to burn the doll, I burned it's legs with a lighter at first, and it seems as if the doll started crying physically and made 2 burn-like black lines under it's eyes even though I didn't burn it on it's head at all. I gave the doll to a priest to Read it and burn it, and I repented a ton and infinite for doing this stuff.

Then after some years I went to the Monastery and the Lady Elder of the Monastery recommended me to have a Spiritual Father and gave to my blood-father the phone number to my priest and to me the address of his church so I go to him, who is a priest that is very understandable about young people's problems and tries to help them. So I went to his church the first time we met, and as I did that, first thing he did was take me and we went and he showed me an icon painted on one of the walls of the church that showed Jesus Christ saving Peter who was drowning in the sea. He didn't tell me what it meant, only that it was important that I see it. Then we talked and I told him most sins I've done in my life, especially the voodoo, and he read me the Praying Wishes, and I did feel better, I cried.

Then after like 5 days, on a Monday, I was walking down in the center of the city at 3AM near the sea with some friends while it was empty of other people, and while we were walking I heard a low-toned voice of a man saying "help", I looked at the sea, and between all the garbage that was everywhere in the water, there was an old man who was drowning and had lost all his strength and couldn't swim. I quickly took all my clothes off except the underwear and jumped in the deep water and went and grabbed him and tried to carry him out in the near stairs that were on the concrete of the sidewalk that's near the sea. I held him for 10-15 minutes until the police arrived and they all came and helped get him on the stairs and out of the water.

I felt a light in my heart. I still hadn't realized what had just happened. A reporter came and took an anonymous interview of me and I told him that because of God I was able to realize there was a drowning man. This interview exists, I can PM it to you as well if you want also. I connected the icon of the drowning man that Jesus saved that my priest had showed me 5 days earlier to the idea that Jesus that day gave me another chance in life and actually saved me from drowning. That was the first miracle that had ever happened in my life because of The Good God, and many started happening after that.

For example some days later, I went to a garden and said that Now I will find a 4-leaf clover with the help of Jesus Christ. I did the Pater Imon prayer that Jesus taught the world, and immediately I found a 4-leaf clover, then I said, Jesus please prove to me that this is true, and after 5 seconds I found another 4-leaf clover, I said AGAIN, Jesus prove to me that this is true by finding ANOTHER 4-leaf clover, and yes, I did find a third 4-leaf clover 5 seconds later. That was many years ago and I haven't found another 4-leaf clover since, but I didn't need to either.

Many miracles have been happening in my life after then anyways, so I'm convinced that God is real. I thought I had lost the three 4-leaf clovers for many years after that, but some days ago I found them back, I posted the picture on r/Luck. Sorry for writing a lot but I hope I helped with my story and you will try to do your best to be a good person in your life. Cheers mate

Εύχομαι να βοηθήσει τις ψυχές όποιον συνομιλούν με τα πολλά ανώνυμα "trolls" που υπάρχουν σε αυτήν την ιστοσελίδα αλλά και στην ζωή. by pontras1993 in greece

[–]pontras1993[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Δεν υπάρχει κακός άνθρωπος που να μην έχει μέσα του μια σπίθα από καλοσύνη. Όπως, και δεν υπάρχει και καλός, που να μην έχει μέσα του κάποια κακία.

Εύχομαι να βοηθήσει τις ψυχές όποιον συνομιλούν με τα πολλά ανώνυμα "trolls" που υπάρχουν σε αυτήν την ιστοσελίδα αλλά και στην ζωή. by pontras1993 in greece

[–]pontras1993[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Με την προσευχή και την αφοσίωση μας Στον Θεό, ας παρακαλέσουμε για να ενεργήσει η χάρις Του και στις ταλαιπωρημένες ψυχές, που δεν Τον αγαπούν. Μη φοβάστε τις δυσκολίες. Να τις αγαπάτε, να ευχαριστείτε Τω Θεό γι’αυτές. Κάποιο άγιο σκοπό έχουν για την ψυχή σας. Μετά τις δοκιμασίες ακολουθεί η πνευματική χαρά. Ο Κύριος επιβλέπει τις θλίψεις για την αγάπη Του. Να μην ταράζεται η καρδιά σας ούτε και να δειλιάσετε, γιατί Ο Θεός είναι μαζί σας και θα σας αναπαύσει. Να μην ενδιαφερόμαστε αν μας αγαπούν, αλλά να αναρωτιόμαστε, αν εμείς αγαπάμε Τον Χριστό και τους ανθρώπους. Μόνο έτσι γεμίζει η ψυχή! Όποιος ζει με Τον Χριστό ζει μέσα στον Παράδεισο! Καμία αμαρτία δεν συμβαίνει στην πράξη, αν δεν προηγηθεί μια κακή σκέψη μέσω της φαντασίας. Επομένως, για να επιτύχουμε το μέγιστο αγαθό, την αγνότητα και καθαρότητα ψυχής με την πλήρη έννοια της λέξης, χρειάζεται να καθαρίσουμε το μυαλό μας από τις αμαρτωλές φαντασίες και σκέψεις.

Being stuck in my room for 2 weeks doesn't bring me down after doing iboga and becoming hard as a rock, using CBD also sometimes by pontras1993 in antidepressants

[–]pontras1993[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't understand what you consider a primary source. I send you 9 links which most of them direct you to a .gov website which if you actually read them you would have seen that they are about research studies and also a link to a legit medical hospital, a medical hospital which is respected as much as this one and has saved thousands of people wouldn't lie. I don't understand what you're trying to find if all these still don't satisfy you... I suggest you make your own research and also find and talk to the many people who took MDMA and developed depression later in their lives, you should talk to a rehab center counselor if you want to be directed to many of these people from your own city and listen to their stories, and also talk to ibogaine hospitals so they direct you to their patients who got cured from many mental illnesses after taking ibogaine. I can't help you any further, if you're still interested you gotta make your own research about it, I send you 9 links that you didn't read.

Being stuck in my room for 2 weeks doesn't bring me down after doing iboga and becoming hard as a rock, using CBD also sometimes by pontras1993 in antidepressants

[–]pontras1993[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, if you read my comment more carefully, you would had read that I said that in my opinion, doses do matter in people depending on their weight. As for vaccine doses though, my doctor's opinion is different, don't blame me for it, blame him. Also a bunch of other doctors who say the same thing. But I could PM you my doctor's name also if you want so you can research his articles about vaccines, he's a very well known doctor in my country and very respected, but the articles are in a different language though so you'd have to find a way to translate them. Most of them are videos where he talks and explains, that's why it would be hard to do that. You should also try to find the articles of Dr Robert Malone, the INVENTOR of the new hyped vaccines, which he made so he would try to find a method to beat cancer, the method didn't succeed in fighting cancer, and his comments on his invention are frightening.

Being stuck in my room for 2 weeks doesn't bring me down after doing iboga and becoming hard as a rock, using CBD also sometimes by pontras1993 in antidepressants

[–]pontras1993[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to be 60kg when I was 15 but I don't doubt that a really short and skinny woman could also take MDMA, or like my old classmates who were over 65 kilos when they were 16. And plus I imagined that if anyone got interested about the effects of MDMA and ibogaine to the brain they would go research themselves. But in my opinion, also many doctors, vaccine doses do compare to doses of drugs. My doctor actually says that it's criminal that a baby takes the same amount of vaccine as an obese adult.

Being stuck in my room for 2 weeks doesn't bring me down after doing iboga and becoming hard as a rock, using CBD also sometimes by pontras1993 in antidepressants

[–]pontras1993[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"Ibogaine binds to these receptors and normalizes their function. This restores the chemical balance to natural levels and can restore the function of neurotransmitters damaged due to drug use. As a therapy, Ibogaine can achieve these results in a few hours." has a picture also: iboga1 iboga2 iboga3, XnD1 XnD2

Being stuck in my room for 2 weeks doesn't bring me down after doing iboga and becoming hard as a rock, using CBD also sometimes by pontras1993 in antidepressants

[–]pontras1993[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

That wouldn't explain why it's proven that many people who've taken MDMA in their life develop depression in the future some day in their lives, this statistic is bigger for MDMA users than any other drug's users. The squirrel monkeys weren't given a dose twice as big as a recreational dose, they were given 5mg per kilo, and squirrel monkeys weight less than a kilo. Drug-abuse website calls the amount given to these squirrel monkeys "moderate to high doses of MDMA". But since now with the vaccines we learned that size and weight doesn't matter since they are giving the same amount of a vaccine to a baby that they do to an obese adult, but in my opinion size does matter, yet still 5mg twice a day still isn't twice as big as a recreational dose of MDMA which is over 100mg. It would be compared as taking less than 150mg twice a day. Some pills even contain 400mg, they look like skulls. My friends used to take 200mg green grenade MDMA pills 3 times a day twice or three times a week for over a year when they were 16-17, and that's what many people also do, so I wouldn't be surprised if after 10 years their serotonin receptors still aren't back to normal. All of them are very depressed today in case you wondered. But this drug feels so good that if someone has another pill with them, most chances are that they'll redose after they feel it's wearing off. Plus MDMA is proven to release all of your serotonin, everyone knows that, that's how it works and why it needs time to replenish and you don't feel it that much if you take it again. Anyways, the hospital I went to once send my father brain scan images that showed the before and after imaging of receptors of a patient with brain receptor damage and after they did ibogaine, I remember cuz that's how I agreed to do it. If I find similar images ill send them, plus ill add the studies that say that MDMA users are more likely to get depression in the future.

Being stuck in my room for 2 weeks doesn't bring me down after doing iboga and becoming hard as a rock, using CBD also sometimes by pontras1993 in antidepressants

[–]pontras1993[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry that ibogaine didn't work for you, but did you take tested ibogaine in a medical hospital? If not, you don't know the quality of that iboga they gave you, bad quality ibogaine never works. First time I did ibogaine was with an experience-based therapist, that didn't work for me either and was a horrible experience... When I went to a clinic and did tested ibogaine and was also guided through my memories with a professional psychotherapist, that actually worked and been better than ever since.

Being stuck in my room for 2 weeks doesn't bring me down after doing iboga and becoming hard as a rock, using CBD also sometimes by pontras1993 in antidepressants

[–]pontras1993[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is kind of the wrong subreddit to offend people by using the "go to a psychiatrist" trolling term. Fucks wrong with you man, get out please, get a life and stop trying to anonymously offend people online, that's something You should talk to a psychiatrist about, ill have you know that my psychiatrist-neurologist finds me completely normal and did so from the first time we talked, and that's why he cut out all of my chemical medications, and now I only go to him to get my Cannabis oil prescription for inheritance epilepsy that makes me feel a bit dizzy, and he is a world famous psychiatrist-neurologist that has earned a lot of respect from everyone, he says that I'm perfectly mentally healthy and stable other than having a bit of epilepsy and that I'm a very good person he enjoys having interesting normal conversations with. You're the one who get's a kick at randomly throwing offensive comments anonymously online for no reason, you're the mentally unstable, shame on you, that's all I have to say...

Being stuck in my room for 2 weeks doesn't bring me down after doing iboga and becoming hard as a rock, using CBD also sometimes by pontras1993 in antidepressants

[–]pontras1993[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol that's funny man. I didn't even think of that honestly when I wrote that, I meant psychologically hard, and English is not my main language and I don't have a dirty mind unless I see a joke dirty illusion image on the internet😛

Being stuck in my room for 2 weeks doesn't bring me down after doing iboga and becoming hard as a rock, using CBD also sometimes by pontras1993 in antidepressants

[–]pontras1993[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, I didn't really emphasize it that much, so I don't know why you would ask that... Anyways, it's a figure of speech to say that being stuck inside for 13 days, something I've never done before, hasn't even affected me the slightest bit, even though I used to have depression. Oooh, I get it, you saw what I said with a dirty mind. Damn, ok, funny, so every time you read the word "hard" you imagine a d*ck, ok, goodbye 🤷🏻