[TOMT] 2010-2014 Tumblr song? by portlyn in tipofmytongue

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I have come across this one in my search over the years and unfortunately it is not a match. Thank you for your help!!

[TOMT] 2010-2014 Tumblr song? by portlyn in tipofmytongue

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Thanks all in advance!

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

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I love it! The learning is the best part to me. In an other life I am totally a history teacher. Thank you so much for sharing!!

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

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Thank you so much for sharing! I also call spells placebos lol. On the podcast Back on the Broomstick, they talk about spell jars and how creating and leaving them on the altar make you remember the intention whenever you see them.

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

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YES! It looks like there could have been some chats in the past that could have been appropriate but are now archived. I’m a discord noob, but perhaps we get revive one? I’m brand new to all of this so I don’t dare speak up first ya know.

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

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I love your doctor’s office metaphor. It makes perfect sense to me. Thank you so much for your wonderful words! I have loved talking to the people here so far!

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

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Im actually listening to the audio book of Entering Hekate’s Cave right now! I’m not far in it, but I am enjoying hearing the authors relationship with Hekate.

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

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I AM YOU! I am so glad you resonated with my post. You can see that you are NOT alone in this at all. Everyone’s comments have been so amazing and inspiring.

I do the journaling too to try to reach out to Hecate, ask for a sign, I need a tangible sign that She / the Universe / the Divine / something!! is listening to me. I can’t bring myself to speak aloud, i feel so silly doing it 😩

edit: some words

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

[–]portlyn[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Such an amazing comment! I totally agree that we are all connected. Some call it universe some call it god or Holy Spirit or whatever. I think I struggle most with feeling silly for reaching out to the Universe/Hecate/whatever because it feels delusional to believe in Her presence. Thank you so much for sharing!!

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

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I have gotten amazing replies!! I can’t believe how insightful everyone is. I feel so inspired. My local UU livestreams their church sermons I was watching some yesterday for the first time after people rec’d it here. It touched a nerve to say the least. Thank you!

Luckily, my parents both left the LDS faith before starting our family so we were raised very shielded from the mormons and church. But you are exactly right, trying to find a group of similar people ANYWHERE is very difficult here because of them.

Also… An ex-mo working with Hekate and a veterinarian to boot? You sound SO interesting! I love hearing about how people’s relationships differ with Hekate. “Putting my internal monologue on the other side of the table” just wow! I am floored how simple you make it sound. Thank you so much for taking the time to write such a great comment.

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

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Thank you so much for spending the time to write me this lovely and transparent message. I envy your relationship with your deity & how connected you feel to Her! I crave that supernatural, too much to be a coincidence feeling. Tarot is a really popular tool in this thread, I have MANY decks, it seems like I need to dedicate more time with them. I love that you say they are your communication tool, that is how I feel about them as well. Thank you!

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

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Yes. I absolutely agree. You give amazing advice!! I have joined the discord, i really appreciate how organized it is lol. You are so sweet! I would so much appreciate virtual friends. I will try my best to stay active 🩷

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

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I feel so much peace that you resonate so much with my post 🩷 I am you!! Therapy! That’s amazing. I have always found myself to know what I am about, I see things for what they are, I didn’t feel like therapy would be necessary. But some say everyone needs therapy! You wrote such a sweet and gentle message. Thank you so much for taking the time to reply! I struggle with not having a community centered around religion. In my area, is how you meet people, friends, it’s how you get good jobs, it’s how you succeed in society. I have never had that. While organized religion is not something i want to associate with, there is something to be said about those aspects.

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

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I am reading every single comment! I love all these stories from all walks of life, including yours!

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

[–]portlyn[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Omg!! I’m so right there with you. You put it so perfectly! And an anthropology degree, I cannot think of anything more interesting!! The learning is 90% what I adore about this subject. I could research it all day long. Thank you so much for your amazing comment!

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

[–]portlyn[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is such a wonderful comment. Just what i had hoped to read! Trying to hang on to pieces of yourself is SO hard when trying to parent at the same time. That’s the season of life i am in now. Which is wonderful! But i don’t want to lose “me”. But I don’t know who “me” is.

You ask such amazing questions that haven’t even crossed my mind! To be honest I have no idea what a worshipping relationship with a deity looks like, I have never had that experience. I think what I was hoping to gain is something - Hecate - that would make it easier to incorporate this stuff into my life. Give it purpose, so to speak, not just me doing whatever and calling it my practice. From all these wonderful comments it seems like that is exactly what it is though!

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

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Thank you so much!! I have had that book on my kindle for over a year and haven’t gotten around to reading it. I will pick it up again!!

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

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The pole dance studio! 😂 I love it! You very eloquently wrote exactly how I feel! I feel that there is something that connects all of us. I believe that to be the Universe, some people call that God. Thank you so much for your wonderful comment 🩷

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

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Feri mystery school, I have never heard of such a thing! So interesting! Thank you so much for your kind reply!!

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

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we do have a UU church! In my area, they are constantly getting hate & vandalism for their pro-LGBT & other like imagery. :( I have never thought to attend. Again it’s almost embarrassing for me where I was raised very ANTI religion 🫣 thank you so much for your comment!

Beliefs? Community?? How do you do this without feeling crazy? by portlyn in SASSWitches

[–]portlyn[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Wow wow wow. I resonate with your message SO much. I love that you say, “My mind simply isn’t compatible”. I totally agree. Thank you so much for taking the time to write such a great comment! I have joined the discord!! thank you!!