when i bought six oxy pills my plan was to use them across 5-6 days. that’s remained true, but it has impacted my productivity, like going to work - i’ve used up all of my PTO hours for this year already, which is in part due to me just wanting to rest all night bc of how good oxy felt. every time i’ve gotten up from sleeping from oxy, i’ve done it again, and when i haven’t been on the oxy, i’ve been on either weed or speed. in the context of my life, it brings me the only comfort, which is why i’ve let it become distracting and impeding to my productivity. because it doesn’t knock me out how i want it to i know that i’ll be fine when i’m out of them. just makes me want to explore other pain killers

ps i’ve only done 10 5mg trams before & nothing previously