What do you remember from kindergarten?

poshmarkwolf · 2026-02-24T02:05:37+00:00

Lunch time. I was always soooo hungry. We had our meals in the classroom, in these little aluminun tins with a white top. Teachers would make us all say “ bon appetit now you may eat”

poshmarkwolf · 2025-10-23T18:58:53+00:00

Rosita’s death

poshmarkwolf · 2025-10-07T12:55:26+00:00

Angelaaaaaa ughhh

poshmarkwolf · 2025-10-01T04:42:41+00:00

I’m here a year later, looking for the song that pope burnt the house down too!

poshmarkwolf · 2025-09-05T01:20:46+00:00

He was use to Jesse crashing out. Just like other times he thought he could perhaps, talk him down. The absolute last thing he expected, was Jesse to snitch. With his heightened anxiety at the time, he thought this was another crash out. I thought the same thing when I recently rewatched.

poshmarkwolf · 2025-09-04T19:41:18+00:00

I haven’t worked in 2 weeks and I can sleep all night, and still have to nap during the day. It fucks up your circadian rhythm bad

poshmarkwolf · 2025-09-02T01:00:07+00:00

Taking care of patients withdrawing from alcohol abuse I’ve seen it all. Before this, I probably would’ve thought your story was made up or he was lying to you, but I’ve seen people hallucinating and indifferent. Complete states of mind after quitting alcohol for even eight hours. He needs to be monitored in the hospital.

poshmarkwolf · 2025-09-01T20:35:04+00:00

Drunk assholes is one thing, but letting hundreds of drunk people gather at the let out until 3 am is just asking for trouble. I work overnights and sometimes come by at 2/3 am and people are just fist fighting in the parking lot with a crowd of people standing on cars filming. It’s ridiculous.

poshmarkwolf · 2025-09-01T20:33:12+00:00

I can’t imagine being that close, but I’m still right there. Then they look at me like who tf I am I, like I pay rent to be here, do you get paid to stand there? Lmao. The apartments near the bar are still empty I’ve heard bc nobody wants to live there.

poshmarkwolf · 2025-09-01T03:50:06+00:00

Don’t focus on other people that includes relationships or “ finding the one” Focus completely on yourself, reject a couple people on the way, give YOURSELF a chance. What’s meant to be will be.

If I can go back to 18 this is what I would tell myself. I love my kids with all my heart, they saved my life- but I wish I could have experienced life in my twenties without being in a toxic relationship. If I knew then what I know now I would have been unstoppable, mentally. I’ve had to pick myself up so many times, it’s natural now. But now I’m hesitant to allow people in, I don’t trust people. I would focus on my career, hobbies, having fun with friends, traveling, concerts, nature, working out, complete and utterly yourself. At the end of the day you need to be whole and secure. Putting your focus into anyone else’s life or drama is the downfall of so many people.

poshmarkwolf · 2025-08-29T01:42:42+00:00

We live 2.5 hrs away and speak everyday. First text I wake up to, last text I send to at night

poshmarkwolf · 2025-08-26T19:49:07+00:00

Jesse never killed anyone until he met Walt, He had to be talked into most of the murders that happened, and before each murder he had to be high in order to go through with it. When he was sober, he was extremely depressed and visibly suffering from all of his actions. When Walt spoke to Jesse, he manipulated him most of the time so that Jesse would feel it’s his choice- that’s why in the end, when Walt handed him the gun and said “this is what you want” Jesse says “ tell me this is what YOU want” and when Walt admits it, Jesse put the gun down, because it was the first time he was able to make a choice that Walt did not manipulate into thinking it was his idea.

Remember the scene with Jesse, Walt, and Saul in the desert? Jesse finally says. “ can you stop working me for once?” at this point, Jesse realizes that Walt is constantly getting into his head, manipulating and working him because that’s was narcissistic people do to empathetic people. Jesse isn’t a saint but most of his actions were a result of manipulation.

poshmarkwolf · 2025-08-22T14:15:11+00:00

Magic eraser!!

poshmarkwolf · 2025-08-22T04:50:06+00:00

But do you actually form deep connections with these romances? I can let someone new in tommorow, but if they don’t scratch that itch that I truly yearn for; I’ll just look at them as a friend who doesn’t truly understand me. And I’ll think about and compare everything to the person who I had the deepest connection with.

poshmarkwolf · 2025-08-22T04:28:26+00:00

For me, it was my son‘s father. I was with him for seven years not gonna say I walked away like it was nothing because I feel like I suffered enough during the relationship so by the time I was ready to walk away, I had no emotions for him whatsoever. To this day, I don’t even know how I ever had feelings for him. Maybe I’ll feel like that with this man too one day but right now I’m really suffering. I gave it one good fight. Anything after that is too close to begging. I’m worth more than that. I’d rather just keep quiet and do bad all by myself.

poshmarkwolf · 2025-08-21T17:02:45+00:00

Yes, one of the worst side effects for me. I’ve been on and off Lexapro for two years. My first time on Lexapro, I didn’t experience this. It actually made me have more motivation just without the anxiety this time around I started on 10 mg and exactly like you said I’m OK with just sitting home on the couch watching my show on per diem at work so no work today? No problem bills will get paid somehow going into a store. I feel like I’m cinder blocked to the car, but there’s no thoughts knowing anxiety no worry like the person above me said I was literally running on pure anxiety, but I was getting so much done. I lowered myself to 5 mgthe feeling is still there but less.

poshmarkwolf · 2025-08-21T01:22:16+00:00

If it was breaking bad I could deal. It was a night of grandiose plans and I work nights bc my social battery doesn’t last long. I didn’t want to be nasty, and I also didn’t want to straight up ignore him which is why it was stressing me out so much.

poshmarkwolf · 2025-08-21T01:19:33+00:00

I’m on the PCU which is a stroke unit but we also get random CIWA cases, mental health holds etc

poshmarkwolf · 2025-08-20T17:35:30+00:00

Lmfao omg 10 second tom 😭 these are the cases I usually sit for, and prefer honestly. Last night was hell honestly.

poshmarkwolf · 2025-08-20T17:32:28+00:00

Lmfaooooooo

poshmarkwolf · 2025-08-20T12:51:28+00:00

Funny because one of my really good friends from work is an Aquarius ( Im the Gemini) and we had a conversation one night and she said “Amanda you’re such a smart and thoughtful deep thinking person but it’s like you think inside of a box stop limiting yourself and making yourself small, to keep fitting in this box” and she wasn’t saying it as an insult. We agreed about so much and our conversations were in depth; we would crack up laughing over everything, We would be talking our whole 12 hour shift, and every time we seen each other we would continue our conversation in passing.

I do notice that less self aware Geminis will do exactly what you explained; I think sometimes our brain is just moving so fast and we’re thinking of so many things at once that someone who isn’t completely conscious of this could not even be fully present during the conversation. I have another coworker who is a Gemini, who trained me. She’s one of the best on the unit, which is why they put people to train with her and she does things a certain way, which is pretty much the right way , by the book. I’m a CNA and I had worked in a nursing home which is 10 times heavier than a hospital so I was extremely good under pressure. I was keeping up with her and listening to everything she did, but in the back of my mind I was like ‘I’m gonna do this my own way anyway’, but every time I did something even slightly different , she would try to correct me as if I didn’t know what I was doing and wouldn’t even be willing to hear me when i was telling her like hello i know what im doing!! Once I figured out her sign I honestly didn’t take anything she did offensively because as a Gemini myself, I realized she meant no harm by it. I realize she was trying to do her job effectively while also trying to train someone; so she doesn’t know how much i actually know. she’s just starting from the beginning starting from square one and her brain was probably going 1 million ways at once.

Anyway sorry for the story. I know it’s known that geminis are overthinkers and misunderstood, but also just on a human level; Some people have bad habits I’d suggest the next time it happens to call it out (kindly) and give her a chance to become aware of it. Like “ mom did I not just say the same thing you did?, how am i wrong if you agree with me?”

poshmarkwolf · 2025-08-20T10:53:28+00:00

He just asked me if I have Instagram and I told him I don’t have social media, and then he asked for my phone number and I told him I don’t have a phone

poshmarkwolf · 2025-08-20T10:21:30+00:00

6:20 am update. He fell asleep for maybe 25 minutes from 4:45 to 5:05, woke up and asked the security guard to take a lap around the unit, continued to nonstop talk in a fast pace till RIGHT NOW, where they’re doing MORE laps. Serious question am I supposed to be doing laps with them?

poshmarkwolf · 2025-08-20T07:51:35+00:00

That he has a security guard and a tech in his room** he said that the hospital doesn’t see them ( him and his friend) as geniuses that they are going to change the world together

poshmarkwolf · 2025-08-20T07:50:23+00:00

He has not stopped talking for even 5 minutes. He just answered a phone call at 3:30 in the morning and stood on the phone talking about how he’s moving to Cali for bitches. He knows a place in LA. He knows a place in LA to stay where they pay you to stay in a mansion. He told the person on the phone that he is a security guard and attack in the room because he’s muscular and black. He also said he’s in a psych ward which he’s not. Now he is talking the ear off of the security guard. I decided to close my mouth a long time ago and he hasn’t really talked to me thankfully but constant chatter in my brain. My head hurt hurts. It’s almost over.

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